I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever
I think of you whenever I was left alone
whenever it starts ,I cry on my own.
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever.
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Friday, January 29, 2010
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Can I have 42 hours a day instead?
I am so tired every single day that I can't feel myself anymore.
screw that Coco for creating mess for me to clear up after him.
and damn i think I've got lots of revision to be done , especially chemistry.
oh yeah and don't say I kaisu, just bought a whole set of Bio Prelim papers from other JCs.
I am just trying to add some stress to myself to spur me on.
I got no motivation. and no time . and no life .
I am so busy every single day that I don't know what's happening around me anymore.
okay enough of emo-thingy.
Saw Wb's blog posts in 2007 . The msn one . laugh till my sides hurts . Sound like some puppy love! :D OPPS! SORRY ~ well that was 2007 lah. haha i think it never crossed his mind that I can be so Kpo and resourceful ..MUAHAHAHAHA..
I told 'cha long before what's gonna happen, and I am not surprised at all.
reminder to self: whatever it is,stay unaffected.
screw that Coco for creating mess for me to clear up after him.
and damn i think I've got lots of revision to be done , especially chemistry.
oh yeah and don't say I kaisu, just bought a whole set of Bio Prelim papers from other JCs.
I am just trying to add some stress to myself to spur me on.
I got no motivation. and no time . and no life .
I am so busy every single day that I don't know what's happening around me anymore.
okay enough of emo-thingy.
Saw Wb's blog posts in 2007 . The msn one . laugh till my sides hurts . Sound like some puppy love! :D OPPS! SORRY ~ well that was 2007 lah. haha i think it never crossed his mind that I can be so Kpo and resourceful ..MUAHAHAHAHA..
I told 'cha long before what's gonna happen, and I am not surprised at all.
reminder to self: whatever it is,stay unaffected.
Friday, January 22, 2010
One fine saturday morning
okayy.
The moment i started writing this post , my brother who is sleeping on the bed behind me just farted.great.
This week has been so busy!
Well , today's flag day is cancelled due to poor responses.
I am now all prepared to go RP and mug , after which will be going Ion to shop with Jennifer and Jy and will be eating dinner with Pw mates tonight :D
WE ARE BONDED SEE!?
ran 2.4km twice this week.
timing 14:10 which is 13secs slower than last year.
and it's 10 secs to an A -_-
gonna run faster next PE.
oh dunno how will Pw ppl react tonight,seeing me first time with my make up :x
-agree with Merlyn Jie that Baby breath are so beautiful! :)
-Coco loves BBQ chicken wings!
-stop raining please!
-Why do I always see Cory leaving school earlier than me? Susan Leong doesn't like me :(
The moment i started writing this post , my brother who is sleeping on the bed behind me just farted.great.
This week has been so busy!
Well , today's flag day is cancelled due to poor responses.
I am now all prepared to go RP and mug , after which will be going Ion to shop with Jennifer and Jy and will be eating dinner with Pw mates tonight :D
WE ARE BONDED SEE!?
ran 2.4km twice this week.
timing 14:10 which is 13secs slower than last year.
and it's 10 secs to an A -_-
gonna run faster next PE.
oh dunno how will Pw ppl react tonight,seeing me first time with my make up :x
-agree with Merlyn Jie that Baby breath are so beautiful! :)
-Coco loves BBQ chicken wings!
-stop raining please!
-Why do I always see Cory leaving school earlier than me? Susan Leong doesn't like me :(
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Show time!
Hi dear all,
my fb account is deactivated so you all will no longer see the noisy adelyn on fb.
fb is too time consuming and addictive.
I am not going to risk my A levels and being controlled by a social network -.-
okay so i 狠心 closed it :(
well..it's temporary, i'll be back i promise , perhaps during holidays or what.
and this blog is gonna be updated at most once a week.at most , i stress.
I am turning on my engine.
and i am serious.
I will show you what Adelyn is made up of.
my fb account is deactivated so you all will no longer see the noisy adelyn on fb.
fb is too time consuming and addictive.
I am not going to risk my A levels and being controlled by a social network -.-
okay so i 狠心 closed it :(
well..it's temporary, i'll be back i promise , perhaps during holidays or what.
and this blog is gonna be updated at most once a week.at most , i stress.
I am turning on my engine.
and i am serious.
I will show you what Adelyn is made up of.
Monday, January 18, 2010
The very substance of the ambitious is merely the shadow of a dream.
你是否想过 你现在正在忙得一切 到底是为了什么？
每个人都向着目标迈进 虽然每个人要的都不同。
你的生命， 有你去决定应该是怎样。
若它失败，你却又努力过， 那你没错。
可如果它败在你空想却不做， 或根本懒得去想，那么。。我看不起你。
每个人都有理想吧？就算我们不谈"AMBITION"这么遥远，这么强的字眼， 那在人生的每个阶段，总也有个目标 ， “AIM" 吧？
发明星梦的 努力学唱歌，跳舞，演戏
想做lifeguard 就去报名life saving courses.
要拿车的驾照 就去读theory, 学， 然后考
要当兵的 就去train up.
要花钱， 就要去赚钱
想考大学的 努力读书，练习，去fine tune 一切的不完美
知道自己要什么的人 就去追求想要的东西
不知道自己要什么的人 就去寻找 打听 想想 “我的目标是什么?”
现在的自己 是不是应该在做些什么？ 有些东西 ， 现在不做， 以后就没有时间，精力， 机会去做。
不现在开始追求你想要的，你会后悔吗？
相信我， 你会。
我们的年龄， 什么都没有， 最多的就是我刚刚说的：
时间，精力， 机会。
坐着不想的人， 注定什么也没有；
想了不去做的人，永远只差成功那么一小步。
希望自己快快长大， 也要懂大人的世界是怎么处理问题。
要拥有一个人， 也要给她看到你有资格。
Ambitious
decisiveness
diligence
enthusiasm
perseverance
maturity
self discipline
self confidence
self control.
“Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal; nothing on earth can help the man with the wrong mental attitude.”-Thomas Jefferson
“I do not fear failure. I only fear the "slowing up" of the engine inside of me which is pounding, saying, "Keep going, someone must be on top, why not you?" -General George S. Patton
每个人都向着目标迈进 虽然每个人要的都不同。
你的生命， 有你去决定应该是怎样。
若它失败，你却又努力过， 那你没错。
可如果它败在你空想却不做， 或根本懒得去想，那么。。我看不起你。
每个人都有理想吧？就算我们不谈"AMBITION"这么遥远，这么强的字眼， 那在人生的每个阶段，总也有个目标 ， “AIM" 吧？
发明星梦的 努力学唱歌，跳舞，演戏
想做lifeguard 就去报名life saving courses.
要拿车的驾照 就去读theory, 学， 然后考
要当兵的 就去train up.
要花钱， 就要去赚钱
想考大学的 努力读书，练习，去fine tune 一切的不完美
知道自己要什么的人 就去追求想要的东西
不知道自己要什么的人 就去寻找 打听 想想 “我的目标是什么?”
现在的自己 是不是应该在做些什么？ 有些东西 ， 现在不做， 以后就没有时间，精力， 机会去做。
不现在开始追求你想要的，你会后悔吗？
相信我， 你会。
我们的年龄， 什么都没有， 最多的就是我刚刚说的：
时间，精力， 机会。
坐着不想的人， 注定什么也没有；
想了不去做的人，永远只差成功那么一小步。
希望自己快快长大， 也要懂大人的世界是怎么处理问题。
要拥有一个人， 也要给她看到你有资格。
Ambitious
decisiveness
diligence
enthusiasm
perseverance
maturity
self discipline
self confidence
self control.
这样就有资格。
“Nothing can stop the man with the right mental attitude from achieving his goal; nothing on earth can help the man with the wrong mental attitude.”-Thomas Jefferson
“I do not fear failure. I only fear the "slowing up" of the engine inside of me which is pounding, saying, "Keep going, someone must be on top, why not you?" -General George S. Patton
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Saturday, January 16, 2010
why is Monday so far away from Friday and Friday so near to Monday?
There's PE tmrw! gonna sweat like mad.
and OMG last week i spent only 2.70$ on food in school.
how incredible is that :D
I am a super bread woman surviving on bread alone!
I wanna save a lot a lot of money :D That's my new aim!
冷暴力搞定你治好你的病
There's PE tmrw! gonna sweat like mad.
and OMG last week i spent only 2.70$ on food in school.
how incredible is that :D
I am a super bread woman surviving on bread alone!
I wanna save a lot a lot of money :D That's my new aim!
冷暴力搞定你治好你的病
Friday, January 15, 2010
I am being totally KPO.
I've got two girlfriends , let's call them A and B.
Both A and B have been complaining to me about their boyfriends these days and coincidentally , both of them quarreled with their bfs yesterday.
Their situations are very different from one another though.
A's situation:
"my bf changed!", she claimed.
"He used to chat with me over the phone till I am willing to go to bed and he doesn't do that anymore. When I wanna talk to him he goes "can i go to sleep? i am very tired already can i go to sleep?!" "
A also told me that his bf is being paranoid. Everytime she asked about his whereabout and plans later , he'll be very frustrated and goes "You think I wanna be at this XXX meh? I also dunwan one what it's just that they caught me for meeting what can i do ! is it my fault!!!??? " or "you can don't ask not!? can you give me some time of my own?!"
A few months ago, A was seen talking happily over the phone every break/lunch time，I still remember that time I was quite "OMG" with her 撒娇content over the phone. It seems like the guy is finally losing interest in this superglue relationship already.Not entirely his fault i guess.
A said she did asked her bf in the past if he finds her too "sticky" , but her bf said "NVM i like"
I think A doesn't know that it means "I don't mind now because you are my new gf and you are so cute" That does not mean he's gonna be like that forever. you can't expect a guy to treat you the same way like how he had treated you in the honeymoon period after like..say 3years.
Obviously A's relationship is not 3year old, in fact , i heard 28th this month is their 1year anniversary. Their honeymoon period lasted for like 8months , which from my point of view is already considerably long.(My past relationship don't even last 3months , not to mention honeymoon period)
A cannot accept it when i told her the fact : Guys change in a relationship once the honeymoon period is over. It's just a matter of how long or short it is. You can't expect him to remain the same(that's only possible if your bf is Kenneth). So long as he remains not-too-bad , you are considered quite lucky already.
Don't stick around too much , leave him alone to think about it ..and for you to think about it.
B's situation:
"He keeps on accusing me that I do not care about him because I don't talk to him over the phone at night everyday like how I used to"
B is busy with a lot of school work and her CCA is hectic , I bet she's like me , sleep deprived.
she told me this morning that " he called me ytd ask why can't I chat with him and help share some of him problems.. wth I am so busy I don't even have time for myself and I can't even solve my own problems where on earth do i find time to share his problem?!"
my stand is : B is at wrong.
B shouldn't have talked to him over the phone every night in the past.
you are spoiling him and now he has got the habit of talking to you every night before you turn in to bed , and any phone conversations at any other time of the day does not count.(wtf? too demanding and immature?)
It's not his fault that he needs someone to share his problems. B is his gf and that is indeed her job. But her bf could have been more understanding , her gf is dying of exhaustion already do you still bear to have her stay up late just to listen to your complaints ? Everyone has problems,why not solve them yourself instead of adding more burden to someone's life?
I think I am more like B.
Being possessive is such a nono
not chatting over the phone for a few days is not going to kill anyone.
The relationship is already almost 3 years old.
It should be stable and not easily affected by such minor stuffs, yet the guy acts like a pussy and kicking a fuss over it.
okay, if she's your new gf maybe still understandable.
perhaps B understands the theory more:
The better you treat a guy, the more you stick around , the more sick he will be of you(sooner of later).
The one who loves the least, controls the relationship.-Dr. Robert Anthony
This is funny. Two girls , completely different personality in love.
one bo chup , one chup too much.
-A's bf already apologised , but B and I asked her not to forgive him so easily.
-B told me she agreed to be his gf because her mom likes this guy. which totally doesn't make sense. Ask your mom to go steady with this guy instead.
Both A and B have been complaining to me about their boyfriends these days and coincidentally , both of them quarreled with their bfs yesterday.
Their situations are very different from one another though.
A's situation:
"my bf changed!", she claimed.
"He used to chat with me over the phone till I am willing to go to bed and he doesn't do that anymore. When I wanna talk to him he goes "can i go to sleep? i am very tired already can i go to sleep?!" "
A also told me that his bf is being paranoid. Everytime she asked about his whereabout and plans later , he'll be very frustrated and goes "You think I wanna be at this XXX meh? I also dunwan one what it's just that they caught me for meeting what can i do ! is it my fault!!!??? " or "you can don't ask not!? can you give me some time of my own?!"
A few months ago, A was seen talking happily over the phone every break/lunch time，I still remember that time I was quite "OMG" with her 撒娇content over the phone. It seems like the guy is finally losing interest in this superglue relationship already.Not entirely his fault i guess.
A said she did asked her bf in the past if he finds her too "sticky" , but her bf said "NVM i like"
I think A doesn't know that it means "I don't mind now because you are my new gf and you are so cute" That does not mean he's gonna be like that forever. you can't expect a guy to treat you the same way like how he had treated you in the honeymoon period after like..say 3years.
Obviously A's relationship is not 3year old, in fact , i heard 28th this month is their 1year anniversary. Their honeymoon period lasted for like 8months , which from my point of view is already considerably long.(My past relationship don't even last 3months , not to mention honeymoon period)
A cannot accept it when i told her the fact : Guys change in a relationship once the honeymoon period is over. It's just a matter of how long or short it is. You can't expect him to remain the same(that's only possible if your bf is Kenneth). So long as he remains not-too-bad , you are considered quite lucky already.
Don't stick around too much , leave him alone to think about it ..and for you to think about it.
B's situation:
"He keeps on accusing me that I do not care about him because I don't talk to him over the phone at night everyday like how I used to"
B is busy with a lot of school work and her CCA is hectic , I bet she's like me , sleep deprived.
she told me this morning that " he called me ytd ask why can't I chat with him and help share some of him problems.. wth I am so busy I don't even have time for myself and I can't even solve my own problems where on earth do i find time to share his problem?!"
my stand is : B is at wrong.
B shouldn't have talked to him over the phone every night in the past.
you are spoiling him and now he has got the habit of talking to you every night before you turn in to bed , and any phone conversations at any other time of the day does not count.(wtf? too demanding and immature?)
It's not his fault that he needs someone to share his problems. B is his gf and that is indeed her job. But her bf could have been more understanding , her gf is dying of exhaustion already do you still bear to have her stay up late just to listen to your complaints ? Everyone has problems,why not solve them yourself instead of adding more burden to someone's life?
I think I am more like B.
Being possessive is such a nono
not chatting over the phone for a few days is not going to kill anyone.
The relationship is already almost 3 years old.
It should be stable and not easily affected by such minor stuffs, yet the guy acts like a pussy and kicking a fuss over it.
okay, if she's your new gf maybe still understandable.
perhaps B understands the theory more:
The better you treat a guy, the more you stick around , the more sick he will be of you(sooner of later).
The one who loves the least, controls the relationship.-Dr. Robert Anthony
This is funny. Two girls , completely different personality in love.
one bo chup , one chup too much.
-A's bf already apologised , but B and I asked her not to forgive him so easily.
-B told me she agreed to be his gf because her mom likes this guy. which totally doesn't make sense. Ask your mom to go steady with this guy instead.
Thursday, January 14, 2010
update!
face everything with a smile! :Dtoday my mood is beautiful !Because I finally can get to go home earlier than any other days of the week ..and that means.. I can sleep early tonight!!!!!! YAY! Adelyn's such a sleep deprived sadist :(
I had so much energy during PE today that I TRULY RAN .
haha 1+6 rounds today!
next week onwards there's "pre-napfa".
I think AJ PE department is out to get us.
whatever..it's nice to sweat it all out anyways :)
One super old picture that's in my phone and not uploaded. Oh glynis is so cute with bangs!
My fresh blood.My finger bled today :( me and my itchy hands..BUT.
Blood makes me excited.
(okay , this sounds SO sick)
-FJY ,when are we going to go to science centre ?! before the thing's gone!!! :(
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
it's 7.47pm.
8pm I am so going to do my bio tutorial , because teacher wants it by tmrw.
Why am i doing all the last minute thingy this year? OMG cannot cannot ><"
stop procrastinating.
My left eye is twitching really fast right now.
something good gonna happen ? :D
maybe Bio rep will sms me at 7.59pm and say Bio tutorial deadline is next week instead.
haha. FAT HOPE.
I feel like a glutton today.
I ate so much carbohydrate today. bread , bread , bread , biscuits , bun ,
I AM GOING TO GROW FAT LIKE THIS.
now conference with lynn , zk and kok .
this bunch is crazy. LOL!
8pm I am so going to do my bio tutorial , because teacher wants it by tmrw.
Why am i doing all the last minute thingy this year? OMG cannot cannot ><"
stop procrastinating.
My left eye is twitching really fast right now.
something good gonna happen ? :D
maybe Bio rep will sms me at 7.59pm and say Bio tutorial deadline is next week instead.
haha. FAT HOPE.
I feel like a glutton today.
I ate so much carbohydrate today. bread , bread , bread , biscuits , bun ,
I AM GOING TO GROW FAT LIKE THIS.
now conference with lynn , zk and kok .
this bunch is crazy. LOL!
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
for my 细水长流
i am so happy for you my dear!
i hope your love blossom!
he's kinda cute too :)
i dun know why but i feel happy inside , for you :D hope things work!
i hope your love blossom!
he's kinda cute too :)
i dun know why but i feel happy inside , for you :D hope things work!
Monday, January 11, 2010
very first day of school
late on the very first day of school , thanks to a last-minute stomachache.
school was .. .. great.
i can see the year 2010 is a very tiring one.
god damn it.
now it's 12.50am and I have not even started my bio tutorial which is DUE TMR.
haven memorize chemistry which is TESTED TMR. and to hell with maclaurin's series.
i am all breathless after the 2.4km run. it proves that stamina don't last through the holidays.
I feel the stress rolling in , on the very first day of school.
I wanted to mug , so badly.
Not because i love mugging , it's because it provides a sense of security.
I remained silent and kept a distance , for a reason no one will understand.
school was .. .. great.
i can see the year 2010 is a very tiring one.
god damn it.
now it's 12.50am and I have not even started my bio tutorial which is DUE TMR.
haven memorize chemistry which is TESTED TMR. and to hell with maclaurin's series.
i am all breathless after the 2.4km run. it proves that stamina don't last through the holidays.
I feel the stress rolling in , on the very first day of school.
I wanted to mug , so badly.
Not because i love mugging , it's because it provides a sense of security.
I remained silent and kept a distance , for a reason no one will understand.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Match making session :)
went out with Wb,Zk(ZiKang) and lynn ytd !:)
we went K box at cineleisure 8th floor.
I woke up at 7am in the morning just to do some boring household chores and only started preparing myself for the Matchmaking session,for AHEM AHEM the two of them, at 11.30am.
As usual, I was late.That's not a thing worth to mention right? It will only be a BIG thing if I am NOT late. Lynn and I got so high after 2 house whiskey(is it whiskey? i can't rmb , lynn ordered it) each..okay maybe not that high, but good enough to make us scream and be hack care about unglam-ness.
after which we went Spinelli at Heeren because lynn said she wants cheesecake.
I had iced chocolate and we played Big2.
This is how the game goes, when someone finished off his/her last card, the one with the most card among the rest will be the loser.
Loser will be playing truth or dare.The thing is that you can't choose,you have to alternate between the two (for e.g. if the last time you lost you played truth, then the second time u lose you will have to play dare)
And i thought I was made a fool cause my dare was the most daring one . the others all hum ji.
THE TRUTH IS THAT 我一点都不开心！！！！！
EVERYONE(i swear it was everyone , every single customer of spinelli , was looking at me)
WTF?!
we went K box at cineleisure 8th floor.
I woke up at 7am in the morning just to do some boring household chores and only started preparing myself for the Matchmaking session,for AHEM AHEM the two of them, at 11.30am.
As usual, I was late.That's not a thing worth to mention right? It will only be a BIG thing if I am NOT late. Lynn and I got so high after 2 house whiskey(is it whiskey? i can't rmb , lynn ordered it) each..okay maybe not that high, but good enough to make us scream and be hack care about unglam-ness.
after which we went Spinelli at Heeren because lynn said she wants cheesecake.
I had iced chocolate and we played Big2.
This is how the game goes, when someone finished off his/her last card, the one with the most card among the rest will be the loser.
Loser will be playing truth or dare.The thing is that you can't choose,you have to alternate between the two (for e.g. if the last time you lost you played truth, then the second time u lose you will have to play dare)
And i thought I was made a fool cause my dare was the most daring one . the others all hum ji.
I was made to go to the street (around the O chang'kee there) with around 20 spinelli customers infront of me and shout across them all such that maniacs from MY TABLE can hear me shouting"我很开心！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！ "
THE TRUTH IS THAT 我一点都不开心！！！！！
EVERYONE(i swear it was everyone , every single customer of spinelli , was looking at me)
WTF?!
lol i did it anyway.
At the end of it still got some ppl cheer for me :D
Who is that kind soul? I want your number ! lol!
That's really a test of my limit, but after ytd night i think my limit can be pushed further. haha..
(and actually i shouted "孔纹彬, 我很开心！！" )
another dare was to la ji with.....wb?!?!?!
LOL I know WB will not agree so i told lynn "i okay one but u see the other part not willing i no choice" (haha i very 贱 just like that escape from one dare)
At the end of it still got some ppl cheer for me :D
Who is that kind soul? I want your number ! lol!
That's really a test of my limit, but after ytd night i think my limit can be pushed further. haha..
(and actually i shouted "孔纹彬, 我很开心！！" )
another dare was to la ji with.....wb?!?!?!
LOL I know WB will not agree so i told lynn "i okay one but u see the other part not willing i no choice" (haha i very 贱 just like that escape from one dare)
actually wanted WB to do the same thing I did, just that he had to shout
"I AM A VIRGIN!" instead.
"I AM A VIRGIN!" instead.
But we got so paiseh for him even before he shouts, in the end ask him come back to the table we change dare for him. haha! so instead of shouting across the cafe , he was made to go to the other table of 4 teenage girls and tell them "I am a virgin!" MUAHAHAHAHAHA!! that's not as embarrassing right ?
Lynn was made to finish off half her cheesecake in 2 bites. and that's like super 放水？！Grrr..unfair! should have asked her to pluck her fake lashes down on the spot(since she said her make up ytd was PERFECT.) i should have asked her to remove her lashes on one eye and leave the other untouched. I think that will look hilarious *Evil grins*
The game ended with Wb and Zk drinking our homemade-left over iced chocolate and latte.
haha i heard my special brew was more disgusting than lynn's even though she added alot more things in.
haha this is what i call pro :P
Zk drank mine --> Iced chocolate blended with alot of Tabasco sauce,salt, black pepper and my fav spice , cinnamon powder. I tried cinnamon bread before and it suck so badly that I've since ban cinnamon in my food. The guys had a good wash of their stomach and intestines after drinking that , more high than drinking whiskey! :D
Then, we went to Mac at LP, and chat quite a little.
Suddenly we started the arm wrestling competition.okay, Wb is the strongest , but I am not the weakest okay ? Lynn is :) (I got muscle one!)
oh and i need to apologize(though not sincerely because you told me to and it's because you did that to wb also) to zikang for removing KOK from the no.1 rank in the slappers list.
DON'T UNDERESTIMATE ME! 我打人可是啪啪响 ，不痛不打 :D
Wb sent me to the doorstep just because i said i wanted to walk home.
Sweet stuffs no need to share right? it's only for me and myself (:
All i can say is Wb is a 木头。
-off to do homework(it's Friday alr omg!)
-photos are available on FB!
Lynn was made to finish off half her cheesecake in 2 bites. and that's like super 放水？！Grrr..unfair! should have asked her to pluck her fake lashes down on the spot(since she said her make up ytd was PERFECT.) i should have asked her to remove her lashes on one eye and leave the other untouched. I think that will look hilarious *Evil grins*
The game ended with Wb and Zk drinking our homemade-left over iced chocolate and latte.
haha i heard my special brew was more disgusting than lynn's even though she added alot more things in.
haha this is what i call pro :P
Zk drank mine --> Iced chocolate blended with alot of Tabasco sauce,salt, black pepper and my fav spice , cinnamon powder. I tried cinnamon bread before and it suck so badly that I've since ban cinnamon in my food. The guys had a good wash of their stomach and intestines after drinking that , more high than drinking whiskey! :D
Then, we went to Mac at LP, and chat quite a little.
Suddenly we started the arm wrestling competition.okay, Wb is the strongest , but I am not the weakest okay ? Lynn is :) (I got muscle one!)
oh and i need to apologize(though not sincerely because you told me to and it's because you did that to wb also) to zikang for removing KOK from the no.1 rank in the slappers list.
DON'T UNDERESTIMATE ME! 我打人可是啪啪响 ，不痛不打 :D
Wb sent me to the doorstep just because i said i wanted to walk home.
Sweet stuffs no need to share right? it's only for me and myself (:
All i can say is Wb is a 木头。
-off to do homework(it's Friday alr omg!)
-photos are available on FB!
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Bro leaving for US at 3am!
:( OMG so 舍不得。
The house only mum and me left..
so weird.
the house used to be so crowded.
even dad's room is all cleared up and painted, what's left is a wardrobe.
I'll be taking care of mum,Coco，household chores, and studies.
I can,I will.
聽媽媽的話 別讓她受傷
想快快長大 才能保護她
-I am starting to look forward to school reopening, I feel like mugging madly now. god help me I'm sick.
:( OMG so 舍不得。
The house only mum and me left..
so weird.
the house used to be so crowded.
even dad's room is all cleared up and painted, what's left is a wardrobe.
I'll be taking care of mum,Coco，household chores, and studies.
I can,I will.
聽媽媽的話 別讓她受傷
想快快長大 才能保護她
-I am starting to look forward to school reopening, I feel like mugging madly now. god help me I'm sick.
Monday, January 4, 2010
Sunday, January 3, 2010
update
Mum's toe bone broken ..again.
There's work for her tmr and maybe i have to be there to help her out and study at the same time.
This is getting kinda crazy and stressful.
My homework all not yet done and there's so many things that needs me to be around.
*(*#%^@#%!#$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
escape from the namo amitabha thingy one third through the whole session today.
This chanting session at expo hall 2 is crazy.
How long can their breath get?!?! sounds like R&B to me .
Supposed to end at 9.30pm , 三十六计 走为上策。
AHEM. I KNOW YOU JUST CHANGED YOUR BLOGSKIN.
and it is very loud.
*paiseh*
omg and I am sorry am i the one that caused you to sleep so late ytd ?
Sorry I dozed off & you know what ? you should be angry about it, although i know that you won't.
you will never get angry at me.<- good point and bad point at the same time.
ohkay! dad's room gonna get painted all over again.
Most of the things disappeared.
great. one week's effort paid off.
-need to cut my fringe, I am very irritated.
A curtain is covering my world and that sucks.
(finally understand how jieying feels)
let me spend my remaining one week the way i want it to be , please.
There's work for her tmr and maybe i have to be there to help her out and study at the same time.
This is getting kinda crazy and stressful.
My homework all not yet done and there's so many things that needs me to be around.
*(*#%^@#%!#$!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
escape from the namo amitabha thingy one third through the whole session today.
This chanting session at expo hall 2 is crazy.
How long can their breath get?!?! sounds like R&B to me .
Supposed to end at 9.30pm , 三十六计 走为上策。
AHEM. I KNOW YOU JUST CHANGED YOUR BLOGSKIN.
and it is very loud.
*paiseh*
omg and I am sorry am i the one that caused you to sleep so late ytd ?
Sorry I dozed off & you know what ? you should be angry about it, although i know that you won't.
you will never get angry at me.<- good point and bad point at the same time.
ohkay! dad's room gonna get painted all over again.
Most of the things disappeared.
great. one week's effort paid off.
-need to cut my fringe, I am very irritated.
A curtain is covering my world and that sucks.
(finally understand how jieying feels)
let me spend my remaining one week the way i want it to be , please.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
slack my whole day off today.
so annoyed with P&C!!!
@#%*o&^#$%!@$!!!
There's f*cking lots of homework untouched.
don't even dare think of revision.
OMG how to start JC2 ?!?!?!?!
and i am starting to gain weight.. T.T
i think i should give myself a list of new year resolution.
hmmm.. yes i should.
but before that , i should go and finish P&C tutorial .
Tonight , P&C , 跟你拼个你死我活！
当每个人问起你，我的心 怪怪的
so annoyed with P&C!!!
@#%*o&^#$%!@$!!!
There's f*cking lots of homework untouched.
don't even dare think of revision.
OMG how to start JC2 ?!?!?!?!
and i am starting to gain weight.. T.T
i think i should give myself a list of new year resolution.
hmmm.. yes i should.
but before that , i should go and finish P&C tutorial .
Tonight , P&C , 跟你拼个你死我活！
当每个人问起你，我的心 怪怪的
Friday, January 1, 2010
有缘的话 一定会在一起
I don't know if I've hurt you by giving you a glimpse of hope in the past.
After several thoughts, I decided that it is only right to devote myself to my studies this year,2010.
If you understood what I've said, you will know it's all for your own good.
I don't want to disappoint someone so nice.
If you were those 臭男人 around me, I would have just tell them to back off.
but you are different.
I asked Ma why our relatives and herself seem to like you a lot.
Ma said " he's the kind of guy that will wait for you quietly, help you quietly, accompany you quietly no matter you are sick or sad. This kind of guy.. good."
I would want you to know,
you are such a nice person.
So nice that it takes me a lot of time to think of explanations to my decision.
You accompanied me when I was ill,
you showered me with care and love.
You sat silently by my side when you know I am torn apart because of dad's sudden death,
you looked at me in the eyes but you don't speak, and yet it tells a lot.
You are a good guy.A really good guy.
And I can't bear to let you wait for it is equivalent to sufferings.
I know that tying you down will be very tiring, for both of us.
I want to put in my 100%, as i said, it's my responsibility.
Waiting would means spending a year of your life. ONE FULL YEAR.
it's not as easy as you think it would be.
Along the way, you will lose interest because of the increasing distance.
You will start to doubt yourself and your decision to wait for me.
You will be put off because I won't be able to find time for myself, much less for you.
You will get disappointed gradually.
And I can't bear to let someone who treated me so well endure such emotional trauma.No I can't.
I have no confidence in myself.
I can't promise I'll be there after a year.
So I told you , you are free to go.
I can't promise to give you anything in return and it will be too selfish to keep you hanging there.
I understand there is a limit to everything.
If we are not meant to be,even if you insist on waiting, someone or something will still pull you away from the track which leads to me.If we are meant to be, a year would be no big deal, and nothing in this world can interfere with this affinity between us.
Ma said something which I thought made sense.
I can't tell you for it distorts your decision making.
she ended with " ...只有这种男人， 你要紧紧抓住"
我懂了。
-thanks for being so supportive, attentive , considerate, gentle and loving :) there's no need for us to say so many things , time tells.
After several thoughts, I decided that it is only right to devote myself to my studies this year,2010.
If you understood what I've said, you will know it's all for your own good.
I don't want to disappoint someone so nice.
If you were those 臭男人 around me, I would have just tell them to back off.
but you are different.
I asked Ma why our relatives and herself seem to like you a lot.
Ma said " he's the kind of guy that will wait for you quietly, help you quietly, accompany you quietly no matter you are sick or sad. This kind of guy.. good."
I would want you to know,
you are such a nice person.
So nice that it takes me a lot of time to think of explanations to my decision.
You accompanied me when I was ill,
you showered me with care and love.
You sat silently by my side when you know I am torn apart because of dad's sudden death,
you looked at me in the eyes but you don't speak, and yet it tells a lot.
"All i want to let you know is that i am here for you, whenever you need me.
even if you need me for five minutes to let you rant on life, on stuff that has been bad for you."
even if you need me for five minutes to let you rant on life, on stuff that has been bad for you."
Anything.
I will do anything you make you happy.
You are a good guy.A really good guy.
And I can't bear to let you wait for it is equivalent to sufferings.
I know that tying you down will be very tiring, for both of us.
I want to put in my 100%, as i said, it's my responsibility.
Waiting would means spending a year of your life. ONE FULL YEAR.
it's not as easy as you think it would be.
Along the way, you will lose interest because of the increasing distance.
You will start to doubt yourself and your decision to wait for me.
You will be put off because I won't be able to find time for myself, much less for you.
You will get disappointed gradually.
And I can't bear to let someone who treated me so well endure such emotional trauma.No I can't.
I have no confidence in myself.
I can't promise I'll be there after a year.
So I told you , you are free to go.
I can't promise to give you anything in return and it will be too selfish to keep you hanging there.
I understand there is a limit to everything.
If we are not meant to be,even if you insist on waiting, someone or something will still pull you away from the track which leads to me.If we are meant to be, a year would be no big deal, and nothing in this world can interfere with this affinity between us.
Ma said something which I thought made sense.
I can't tell you for it distorts your decision making.
she ended with " ...只有这种男人， 你要紧紧抓住"
我懂了。
-thanks for being so supportive, attentive , considerate, gentle and loving :) there's no need for us to say so many things , time tells.
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