It feels good to be doted on,
to be taken care of,
to be precious once again.
but at times i wonder, will I (AN ORDINARY GIRL) take things for granted?
will I look out for weaknesses despite the obvious strengths?
will I give tons of reasons and excuses just to avoid that responsibility?
will I stay the way I am?
will I change?
will I feel tired from what used to seem so right?
will I lose the ability to set priorities?
I understand myself the best.
I will not risk my studies,my future.
I've not recovered.
I don't wanna disappoint mom.
This is selfish but there isn't other alternative.
This might sound bad but , if one day you finally realized I am not worth the wait,you are free to go.I might regret saying this , doing it , because i missed someone i knew might just be the one.
what is mine, will be mine.
what is not, never will.
Monday, December 28, 2009
Saturday, December 26, 2009
UPDATE
headache.
headache.
headache.
headache.
headache.
i hate taking Panadols all the time.
headache.
headache.
headache.
headache.
i hate taking Panadols all the time.
collecting passport tomorrow!
and shop for xmas exchange presents for BJBA
and maybe going Singapore flyer.
wonder if someone will turn jelly?
and shop for xmas exchange presents for BJBA
and maybe going Singapore flyer.
wonder if someone will turn jelly?
you live in my heart,my childhood,my memory, in me.
Ever since pa left , I realized how tiring his life was.
work 12hours a day
$480 allowance for us each month
my dad was a helpful man
he's not afraid of hassle as long as it's within his ability he will help whoever that needs him
he's poor , not because he don't earn it's because he don't manage his finance
my dad is obstinate
he doesn't listen to us till all the things went wrong
but he doted on us , especially me.
why can i do sports fairly well?
because dad trained me since young
i can cycle at 5,
swim at 7,
hike and play taiji at 8
fish at 10,
because dad taught me how.
we neglected him.
he neglected us, in one way or another.
when someone leaves you,
suddenly all the memories sink in
the way he talks
repeat and repeat
what he said which we thought was ridiculous
his eyes
his hair
his feet
his palms
Pa's room is left untouched
except the clothing which he should have received by now
he should come back tonight , or tomorrow.
i wanted to sprinkle flour on the floor in his room
but mom said I'll be disappointed if there's nothing.
maybe dad went to heaven already
or maybe dad forgot his keys again
my memory of pa in my childhood is strong,vivid,unforgettable.
i was so close to him,
i used to.
i used to think pa is a hero that will save me whenever i am in danger or when there's fear
when i was a kid, i was afraid of spirits and ghosts.
i'll cover pa's blanket over me and i'll tell myself ,
with pa's blanket, no one can harm me.
it's that sense of security he gave.
i used to pout when people say i look really like my dad
cos' obviously ma got stronger features.
but now, when aunt said " now, if we miss dad , we will look at you."
i actually felt good and proud.
i resemble someone kindhearted,
someone who gave me life,
someone who inherited me my height which i am proud of,
someone who taught me things i don't learn in school,
someone who made my childhood fun and so memorable,
someone who earn money by working 12hours a day to give me food
someone who massages my leg when i complained about standing too long at work
someone whom i called papa.
下辈子 做个好命人。
work 12hours a day
$480 allowance for us each month
my dad was a helpful man
he's not afraid of hassle as long as it's within his ability he will help whoever that needs him
he's poor , not because he don't earn it's because he don't manage his finance
my dad is obstinate
he doesn't listen to us till all the things went wrong
but he doted on us , especially me.
why can i do sports fairly well?
because dad trained me since young
i can cycle at 5,
swim at 7,
hike and play taiji at 8
fish at 10,
because dad taught me how.
we neglected him.
he neglected us, in one way or another.
when someone leaves you,
suddenly all the memories sink in
the way he talks
repeat and repeat
what he said which we thought was ridiculous
his eyes
his hair
his feet
his palms
Pa's room is left untouched
except the clothing which he should have received by now
he should come back tonight , or tomorrow.
i wanted to sprinkle flour on the floor in his room
but mom said I'll be disappointed if there's nothing.
maybe dad went to heaven already
or maybe dad forgot his keys again
my memory of pa in my childhood is strong,vivid,unforgettable.
i was so close to him,
i used to.
i used to think pa is a hero that will save me whenever i am in danger or when there's fear
when i was a kid, i was afraid of spirits and ghosts.
i'll cover pa's blanket over me and i'll tell myself ,
with pa's blanket, no one can harm me.
it's that sense of security he gave.
i used to pout when people say i look really like my dad
cos' obviously ma got stronger features.
but now, when aunt said " now, if we miss dad , we will look at you."
i actually felt good and proud.
i resemble someone kindhearted,
someone who gave me life,
someone who inherited me my height which i am proud of,
someone who taught me things i don't learn in school,
someone who made my childhood fun and so memorable,
someone who earn money by working 12hours a day to give me food
someone who massages my leg when i complained about standing too long at work
someone whom i called papa.
下辈子 做个好命人。
Friday, December 25, 2009
100 things you must know about Adelyn Lim.
WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Plain warm water
2. Last phone call: the police(i am not kidding)
3. Last text message: weilee
4. Last song you listened to: yu ren de guo du-sunyanzi
5. Last time you cried: just now
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yes
7. Been cheated on:yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope.
9. Lost someone special: yes.
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up:haha shhhhh don't tell anyone
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. brown
13. gold
14. baby pink
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: yes
17. Laughed until you cried: nope
18. Met someone who changed you: yes, by breaking my heart.
19. Found out who your true friends were: this is definitely a YES!
20. Found out someone was talking about you: YUP
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yes
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: -.- who the fuck will go and count?
23. How many kids do you want to have: 3 or 4 ? Singapore govt loves me.
24. Do you have any pets: yes!! Hamster and my cute COCO <3
25. Do you want to change your name: Thought of it , but nvm it's too late.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: study and preparing for exams.
27. What time did you wake up today: 6am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: giving pa big big house and money
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: go out to work , let ma enjoy life .
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 3hours ago ?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: be more hardworking as a student,a daughter,a sister,a friend.
32. What are you listening to right now: kiss the rain
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeah with dick and harry.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing ?
35. Most visited webpage : facebook
36. Whats your real name: Lim Hui Shan
37. Nicknames: shanshan , ade
38. Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign: libra
40. Male or female?: female body , man's heart.
41. Elementary?: Siling Primary
42. Middle School?: Ahmad ibrahim sec
43. High school/college?: AJC
44. Hair colour: ash brown
45. Long or short: okay i am sick , i am thinking of smth else. whatever it is , long :)
46. Height: 175cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: I don't believe in crush.
48: What do you like about yourself?: i think far ahead.
50. Tattoos: Noo , i wanna get married . and bride with tattoos just look SO WRONG
51. Righty or lefty: Rightly
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: i'll tell u next time when i get one
53. First piercing: 2months old
54. First best friend: Poh Jia Wen from slps
55. First sport you joined: netball
56. First vacation: Genting with mum ?
58. First pair of trainers: none
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: air
60. Drinking: air (fuck because i got bloated stomach again)
61. I'm about to: hang the clothes and go to bed
62. Listening to: River flows in you
63. Waiting on: for question no.100
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: YEAH!! 2boys 1 girl :)
65. Get Married?: Yeap. women over age of 30 will PMS if still unmarried.
66. Career?: professionals ? i want my own theme cafe.
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: i like good kisser , who doesn't? :D
69. Shorter or taller: I am proud of my height
70. Older or Younger: older. if not how mom retire?
71. Romantic or spontaneous: former
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: arms , cos i think my stomach is nice already *proud*
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope
77. Drank hard liquor: yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts: u reminded me i lost my one-week old spects at khatib stadium
79. Sex on first date: no wtf?
80. Broken someone's heart: yeap.
82. Been arrested: for being too mugger?
83. Turned someone down: yea
84. Cried when someone died: madly.
85. Fallen for a friend?: yea .
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes.
87. Miracles: Yes
88. Love at first sight: no
89. Heaven: yea
90. Santa Claus: any fat man with red robes,white gloves and a bag of presents over his shoulder is Santa.
91. Kiss on the first date: yes
92. Angels: no . i am cheena .
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope
95. Did you sing today?: yes , in shower.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: nope
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: all the way back , to where pa is with me i'll treat him better.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? : i only look forward.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yes. because who you gave your heart to might just betray you. when you found out what u used to believe in is all a coax,lies,fake acts , it fucking hurts.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? no , it's 100 things you must know about Adelyn Lim.
1. Last beverage: Plain warm water
2. Last phone call: the police(i am not kidding)
3. Last text message: weilee
4. Last song you listened to: yu ren de guo du-sunyanzi
5. Last time you cried: just now
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yes
7. Been cheated on:yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: nope.
9. Lost someone special: yes.
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Been drunk and threw up:haha shhhhh don't tell anyone
LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. brown
13. gold
14. baby pink
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yes
16. Fallen out of love: yes
17. Laughed until you cried: nope
18. Met someone who changed you: yes, by breaking my heart.
19. Found out who your true friends were: this is definitely a YES!
20. Found out someone was talking about you: YUP
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yes
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: -.- who the fuck will go and count?
23. How many kids do you want to have: 3 or 4 ? Singapore govt loves me.
24. Do you have any pets: yes!! Hamster and my cute COCO <3
25. Do you want to change your name: Thought of it , but nvm it's too late.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: study and preparing for exams.
27. What time did you wake up today: 6am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: giving pa big big house and money
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: go out to work , let ma enjoy life .
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 3hours ago ?
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: be more hardworking as a student,a daughter,a sister,a friend.
32. What are you listening to right now: kiss the rain
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yeah with dick and harry.
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: nothing ?
35. Most visited webpage : facebook
36. Whats your real name: Lim Hui Shan
37. Nicknames: shanshan , ade
38. Relationship Status: Single
39. Zodiac sign: libra
40. Male or female?: female body , man's heart.
41. Elementary?: Siling Primary
42. Middle School?: Ahmad ibrahim sec
43. High school/college?: AJC
44. Hair colour: ash brown
45. Long or short: okay i am sick , i am thinking of smth else. whatever it is , long :)
46. Height: 175cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: I don't believe in crush.
48: What do you like about yourself?: i think far ahead.
50. Tattoos: Noo , i wanna get married . and bride with tattoos just look SO WRONG
51. Righty or lefty: Rightly
FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: i'll tell u next time when i get one
53. First piercing: 2months old
54. First best friend: Poh Jia Wen from slps
55. First sport you joined: netball
56. First vacation: Genting with mum ?
58. First pair of trainers: none
RIGHT NOW
59. Eating: air
60. Drinking: air (fuck because i got bloated stomach again)
61. I'm about to: hang the clothes and go to bed
62. Listening to: River flows in you
63. Waiting on: for question no.100
YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: YEAH!! 2boys 1 girl :)
65. Get Married?: Yeap. women over age of 30 will PMS if still unmarried.
66. Career?: professionals ? i want my own theme cafe.
WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: i like good kisser , who doesn't? :D
69. Shorter or taller: I am proud of my height
70. Older or Younger: older. if not how mom retire?
71. Romantic or spontaneous: former
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: arms , cos i think my stomach is nice already *proud*
73. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant
HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: nope
77. Drank hard liquor: yes
78. Lost glasses/contacts: u reminded me i lost my one-week old spects at khatib stadium
79. Sex on first date: no wtf?
80. Broken someone's heart: yeap.
82. Been arrested: for being too mugger?
83. Turned someone down: yea
84. Cried when someone died: madly.
85. Fallen for a friend?: yea .
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes.
87. Miracles: Yes
88. Love at first sight: no
89. Heaven: yea
90. Santa Claus: any fat man with red robes,white gloves and a bag of presents over his shoulder is Santa.
91. Kiss on the first date: yes
92. Angels: no . i am cheena .
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nope
95. Did you sing today?: yes , in shower.
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: nope
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: all the way back , to where pa is with me i'll treat him better.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be? : i only look forward.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: yes. because who you gave your heart to might just betray you. when you found out what u used to believe in is all a coax,lies,fake acts , it fucking hurts.
100. Posting this as 100 truths? no , it's 100 things you must know about Adelyn Lim.
Sunday, December 20, 2009
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Friday, December 4, 2009
Life's good with them :)
My holidays are packed.
There isn't enough time to do what i want/do what i have to..
so..as usual , i plan my scarce holidays just like how i planned for revision schedule months before a major exam. hais i can't imagine when school reopens i'm a J2 and taking A levels (the thought of it scares me)
Went K student with zhiheng , Kenny and Yanchng my lesfren!
it's fun cos' zhiheng is there, he's like .. a born joker!
And Jennifer, you rmb i told you he actually sound like yoga? okay the singing is not that perfect obviously but he DOES sound like him. LOL! Apparently , blogger does not allow me to upload the voice clip so i'll play it next time for you.
(All the photos are in facebook! -->took pictures of ZH's hilarious poses!)
Today went Cineleisure to watch Case39 with the Interact Sweeties :D
didn't take alot of pics cos' yixian forget to bring camera (not seng-mok enough)
but they are very sweet! they brought along my birthday present!
like.. BIRTHDAY PRESENT !! haha it's better to be 2 months late than never :)
they bought me a penguin umbrella which is pink in colour(they saw me squeezing with xiying under one umbrella during rainy days) and a duckie which they say ..resembles me , head sticking out during lecture. (Supeng said " i always see u during lecture one , too outstanding already , no one sticks out her head during lecture except you .")
AHEM ! that's because i'm trying to see more clearly to grasp the idea okay ?! lol
The following will mainly be the duckie and myself . haha was very happily zi lian -ing.
How i love fake lashes!!!
There isn't enough time to do what i want/do what i have to..
so..as usual , i plan my scarce holidays just like how i planned for revision schedule months before a major exam. hais i can't imagine when school reopens i'm a J2 and taking A levels (the thought of it scares me)
Went K student with zhiheng , Kenny and Yanchng my lesfren!
it's fun cos' zhiheng is there, he's like .. a born joker!
And Jennifer, you rmb i told you he actually sound like yoga? okay the singing is not that perfect obviously but he DOES sound like him. LOL! Apparently , blogger does not allow me to upload the voice clip so i'll play it next time for you.
(All the photos are in facebook! -->took pictures of ZH's hilarious poses!)
Today went Cineleisure to watch Case39 with the Interact Sweeties :D
didn't take alot of pics cos' yixian forget to bring camera (not seng-mok enough)
but they are very sweet! they brought along my birthday present!
like.. BIRTHDAY PRESENT !! haha it's better to be 2 months late than never :)
they bought me a penguin umbrella which is pink in colour(they saw me squeezing with xiying under one umbrella during rainy days) and a duckie which they say ..resembles me , head sticking out during lecture. (Supeng said " i always see u during lecture one , too outstanding already , no one sticks out her head during lecture except you .")
AHEM ! that's because i'm trying to see more clearly to grasp the idea okay ?! lol
The following will mainly be the duckie and myself . haha was very happily zi lian -ing.
Shufen and me! (we are the only ones who love camwhoring)
Meet MR duckie!!
okay, I try to position it to look somewhat like what they said-->me during lecture, head sticking out.
okay, I try to position it to look somewhat like what they said-->me during lecture, head sticking out.
How i love fake lashes!!!
Cheena doll with Duckie
Monday, November 30, 2009
累了 不带表不爱了
但死心了 就什么都不必去想了
为了爱 ， 我可以见不得光 ， 我可以忍气吞声， 我可以从有原则变到没有原则， 我可以不管任何人的反对，我可以爱的很傻，很狂，很疯，很不顾一切， 我可以..什么都可以
只要你真心爱我
曾经有人对我这么说过 “Time heals everything”
是我不认输， 才会搞成这样
一直到有人点醒我 她对我说
“不是赢还是输的问题 他不爱你你做什么都不值得”
把信寄出去后， 你收也好， 扔了也罢， 不要在让我看到有关你的东西
我什么都赔上了 笨一次 两次 就够了
你最好成为过去 流泪也需要力气 我累了
不要让人左右你 控制你的情绪
你有权力为自己而快乐
i can do anything and everything for you , until i realized you are no longer in love with me. I lost all the strengths that used to keep me going on.
我没有失恋
我只是看透了一些事情罢了
但死心了 就什么都不必去想了
为了爱 ， 我可以见不得光 ， 我可以忍气吞声， 我可以从有原则变到没有原则， 我可以不管任何人的反对，我可以爱的很傻，很狂，很疯，很不顾一切， 我可以..什么都可以
只要你真心爱我
曾经有人对我这么说过 “Time heals everything”
是我不认输， 才会搞成这样
一直到有人点醒我 她对我说
“不是赢还是输的问题 他不爱你你做什么都不值得”
把信寄出去后， 你收也好， 扔了也罢， 不要在让我看到有关你的东西
我什么都赔上了 笨一次 两次 就够了
你最好成为过去 流泪也需要力气 我累了
不要让人左右你 控制你的情绪
你有权力为自己而快乐
i can do anything and everything for you , until i realized you are no longer in love with me. I lost all the strengths that used to keep me going on.
我没有失恋
我只是看透了一些事情罢了
Friday, November 27, 2009
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Japanese St and K golden
Went out with Lynn and Jerron on tuesday!! meet them for dinner at Heeren Japanese street and k box at cineleisure :D
Didn't know there's a japanese street in Heeren, it's actually more of a high-class food court.
with better ambient than the one you can find in north point cause it's obvious they put in alot of effort into decorating the place.
Different sections of the Jap St is of different theme. quite sad i forgot to take any photos ..they serve , of cos , japanese food ..and it's not cheap! i ate a plate of fried seafood-egg-thingy which i can't rmb what exactly is the name . and it cost around 10bucks.
but the experience is quite a good one.
(BJB we can try this man)
Jerron is leaving for Beijing on Monday .. i guess it might be another half a year before i see these two jokers again. haha they are the funniest creatures on Earth! I love them!!!!!
p.s. Aunty Jen is coming my hse later to study and..make sushi !!! can u believe it ? Jennifer = make sushi ?? oh yes and i am so looking forward to the long awaited jurong swimming session / picnic/ work as promoter at CHINESE department ( for me it's a very big deal , cos u know .. 1year nvr touch chinese alr!)/ picnic / batam !!!!!!
but ..my pile of homework assignments on the desk are still staring at me >.<
Didn't know there's a japanese street in Heeren, it's actually more of a high-class food court.
with better ambient than the one you can find in north point cause it's obvious they put in alot of effort into decorating the place.
Different sections of the Jap St is of different theme. quite sad i forgot to take any photos ..they serve , of cos , japanese food ..and it's not cheap! i ate a plate of fried seafood-egg-thingy which i can't rmb what exactly is the name . and it cost around 10bucks.
but the experience is quite a good one.
(BJB we can try this man)
Jerron is leaving for Beijing on Monday .. i guess it might be another half a year before i see these two jokers again. haha they are the funniest creatures on Earth! I love them!!!!!
p.s. Aunty Jen is coming my hse later to study and..make sushi !!! can u believe it ? Jennifer = make sushi ?? oh yes and i am so looking forward to the long awaited jurong swimming session / picnic/ work as promoter at CHINESE department ( for me it's a very big deal , cos u know .. 1year nvr touch chinese alr!)/ picnic / batam !!!!!!
but ..my pile of homework assignments on the desk are still staring at me >.<
Friday, November 20, 2009
ugly ducking
i'm now fugly.
removed 14 moles on my face ytd.
yes , it's not 1 , not 4 , but fourteen .
14moles = (6 x 10^23) x 14 paticles (haha no lah)
it's 13moles on my left half of my face and 1 on the right.
it seems like most moles prefer to grow on the left.
can you believe it ?
13 freaking ugly moles on the left side of my face.
like bacteria trying to form colonies.
UGH! it seems like it's all in the genes , my bro gets lots of moles on his face too.
moles can grow all they want at the butt i don't give a damn but no ! leave my face alone!
and there are like holes in my face now and i am so ugly.
i think i m not supposed to go out with this mad ugly face so that i won't scare the hell out of pple.
heard it takes at least 4days before the "dried moles" will "drop off by itself"
besides removing the little black dots that seems to be spreading across my left-half of my face , my acne/pimple/oil/black heads were squeezed out also.
so you can now imagine my beautiful face.
patches of red , holes , un-dried moles in the holes ~~
(shall not upload any picture of it)
I'll stay at home these days :(
removed 14 moles on my face ytd.
yes , it's not 1 , not 4 , but fourteen .
14moles = (6 x 10^23) x 14 paticles (haha no lah)
it's 13moles on my left half of my face and 1 on the right.
it seems like most moles prefer to grow on the left.
can you believe it ?
13 freaking ugly moles on the left side of my face.
like bacteria trying to form colonies.
UGH! it seems like it's all in the genes , my bro gets lots of moles on his face too.
moles can grow all they want at the butt i don't give a damn but no ! leave my face alone!
and there are like holes in my face now and i am so ugly.
i think i m not supposed to go out with this mad ugly face so that i won't scare the hell out of pple.
heard it takes at least 4days before the "dried moles" will "drop off by itself"
besides removing the little black dots that seems to be spreading across my left-half of my face , my acne/pimple/oil/black heads were squeezed out also.
so you can now imagine my beautiful face.
patches of red , holes , un-dried moles in the holes ~~
(shall not upload any picture of it)
I'll stay at home these days :(
Thursday, November 19, 2009
SCAM twice + announcements
Is the economy really doing that badly? Ppl trying to cut cost so that what..they can ripped of more profits from their customers?
I was so angry when i bought my waffle from CWP Prima Deli(yes the bakery shop that have poison-cake issue last year). it's a total SCAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i swear their waffle is like 50% thinner than it previously was.
and it's not like.. a coincidence that i got the thin waffle out of the other thick ones.
hello? i bought twice.
and both waffles i got are freaking thin.
i should have just complained and smack the peanut-butter waffle right on the face of the waffle- maker(as face mask)
no wonder i no longer see queues at the waffle counter already.
Their waffle used to be thick, piping hot, and smells heavenly.
now it's pre-cooked (when i requested mine , they took the waffle out from a bag)
atrociously thin and the filling is a very stingy thin layer spread across the waffle.
I'll never buy again!!!!!*roar*
oh yeah dear BJBA , i'm so lazy to sms all of you (and my hp bill last month exploded) so i'll just post our/my plans here.
oh yeah dear BJBA , i'm so lazy to sms all of you (and my hp bill last month exploded) so i'll just post our/my plans here.
1.As jy(working) and jessie(holiday) cannot make it on the 28th nov , the picnic outing shall be postponed to the first weekend of dec
2.Any objections please sms me
3.wanted to push forward to this weekend , but glynis's ah ma birthday so cannot.and it's very rush..
4.Jennifer,jy and I will be doing holis homewk at RP this sat cos' we cannot do homewk at home(too many distractions) interested ppl please sms me.
5.Jennifer and Cory i will ask my mum whether we are going JB or not this sun , shall inform u all again.
6.who interested in Jurong swimming (actually is go play , not really swimming) please tell me , i hope we can go next Wednesday (jy starts working next Thursday so have to make it before that)
7.I have worked out the food list for picnic, shall email everyone so just take a look at what you will be responsible for.
2.Any objections please sms me
3.wanted to push forward to this weekend , but glynis's ah ma birthday so cannot.and it's very rush..
4.Jennifer,jy and I will be doing holis homewk at RP this sat cos' we cannot do homewk at home(too many distractions) interested ppl please sms me.
5.Jennifer and Cory i will ask my mum whether we are going JB or not this sun , shall inform u all again.
6.who interested in Jurong swimming (actually is go play , not really swimming) please tell me , i hope we can go next Wednesday (jy starts working next Thursday so have to make it before that)
7.I have worked out the food list for picnic, shall email everyone so just take a look at what you will be responsible for.
8.please relay/tell the other BJ to read my post.
i don't suffer from insanity, i enjoy every minute of it.
i don't suffer from insanity, i enjoy every minute of it.
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
look who i offended.
What's wrong with mom?
or should i put my qn in this way :
what's wrong with menopause?
I got home , and saw mom.
she took a look at me with the corner of the eye and continue to do her stuff (as if i m invisible) when i called her.
Thereafter i told her i went for the interview today and i said "they confirm me alr"
this time round , luggy-best , she didn't even look at me as she continue doing her stuffs , as if I've nvr talked (clearly , she's using silence to tell me that 1)i'm not interested about your things 2)i don't see what's there to talk about 3)it's a waste of time to even talk to you
I just don't believe if gor talks to her she will respond LIKE THAT.
like.. wtf?
she say ah ma prejudice against her, or favours my other aunties who are richer..
oh yeah then how about herself? why am i starting to realise the different treatments she give to gor and me ?
WHY?
go NS is your children , nvr go NS not your children?
going America to work is your children , the one staying in Singapore isn't??
我睁一只眼闭一只眼
你越来越过分
*不爽到极点*
or should i put my qn in this way :
what's wrong with menopause?
I got home , and saw mom.
she took a look at me with the corner of the eye and continue to do her stuff (as if i m invisible) when i called her.
Thereafter i told her i went for the interview today and i said "they confirm me alr"
this time round , luggy-best , she didn't even look at me as she continue doing her stuffs , as if I've nvr talked (clearly , she's using silence to tell me that 1)i'm not interested about your things 2)i don't see what's there to talk about 3)it's a waste of time to even talk to you
I just don't believe if gor talks to her she will respond LIKE THAT.
like.. wtf?
she say ah ma prejudice against her, or favours my other aunties who are richer..
oh yeah then how about herself? why am i starting to realise the different treatments she give to gor and me ?
WHY?
go NS is your children , nvr go NS not your children?
going America to work is your children , the one staying in Singapore isn't??
我睁一只眼闭一只眼
你越来越过分
*不爽到极点*
Friday, November 13, 2009
random
just came back from interview at tanjong pagar+shopping trip at Bugis with jy.
1.got another interview on next Wednesday at Jurong east
2.may be going science center next Wednesday after the interview by the popular people
3.i spent $20 on clothes today
4. jy spent $80 . she super guilty.
5. i'm facing a dearth of dollars now , freaking poor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH!
6.going chomp chomp tmr with BJBA , shall skip dinner tnight.
7.in good mood today(till now)
Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning.
It starts with a smile,
Grows with a kiss,
and ends with a tear.
1.got another interview on next Wednesday at Jurong east
2.may be going science center next Wednesday after the interview by the popular people
3.i spent $20 on clothes today
4. jy spent $80 . she super guilty.
5. i'm facing a dearth of dollars now , freaking poor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH!
6.going chomp chomp tmr with BJBA , shall skip dinner tnight.
7.in good mood today(till now)
Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning.
It starts with a smile,
Grows with a kiss,
and ends with a tear.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
TEMPTED.
KNN I CAN'T STOP MYSELF FROM THINKING
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GET OUT OF MY MIND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
STOP , BEFORE I LOSE CONTROL OF MYSELF.
Tuesday, November 10, 2009
you never knew.
I love my PW group.
But i hate PW.
finally! everything ended! with a big "."
F.R.E.E.D.O.M!
yayyyyyyyyyy! :D
no more Saturday with nothing but only PW.no more RP with nothing but only PW.
NO MORE SEBASTIAN SCOLDING ME "f*ck" and doing obscene act infront of me while rehearsing OP!!!!
i think i gonna miss this PW group(not PW)
out of the 5groups in the class, i think we are the group with most crapping sessions/dirty jokes/sex education(by the guys)/slacking periods/smacking-Sebas-and-laughing-at-YC time. I must say that i enjoyed doing things with these people :)
WenJia , Yanchng , Sebastian and Bengheng(you still owe us 2 icecreams!) , overall, it's still nice working with you all :)
i think i'll still prefer Yanchng to call me " aeh-ded-lin-ah" instead of my usual "adelyn" because i'm so used to it alr! haha!
love you all lots!!!!!
Oh anyway , eldest bro ROM this sunday!!! :D
my dasao will really be my dasao alr! yay! i like her lah! :)
BUT i got no $ and no time to buy clothes.. so i'll just rummage through the closet to find smth decent to wear.
(i got this feeling in the end I'll still wear the black tube dress from batam..but it's okayy. all clothes will look good on pretty people) :D
I've been thinking when i will post this. Maybe once and for all.
after all, it's past tense already.
I loved you
You loved me
I needed you
You needed me
I trusted you
You trusted me
You dumped me
I still loved you
You hurt me
I still needed you
You betrayed me
I stopped trusting you
I hate you
You may hate me, but i don't give a damn about it.
You were so confident that you can have me back whenever you want
you were so sure i still have a thing for you
you were so greedy that you wanted everything
you have no respect for me
you have no respect for her
you have no respect for yourself
are you objectifying me?
eff u , seriously.
you tell me , what qualities do you have to deserve me?
oh yes, I'm not pretty and I'm gigantic and who am i to think i'm superior?
no get it right.
I'm not superior. it's you, you are inferior.
I am not turning back.
I said I am not turning back.
I don't wanna hear u talk.
I don't wanna read anymore messages.
I am stopping all these shit.
I'm not going to say : because you suck.
It's over.That's it.
oh yes your friends didn't know why you left that job.
i know. eff your dishonesty.serve you right. learn your lesson my dear.
you never understand how i feel, never see things in a way that is more in depth,u do things without considerations.
eff your ignorance (not that it's wrong to be under-educated , but it's your choice.& bad choice btw.)
you were so sure i wanted you.no need to elaborate.
eff you for being over confident
you keep changing girlfriends. no that's not wrong. making me a vamp , a third party is.
eff your disrespect for me and your disloyalty to her.
为你伤心多一点少一点
流下的眼泪都一样不值得
世界上那么多人
只有我一个人 能拯救自己的快乐
不要再为你哭了(你当我傻的啊？）
stop deceiving yourself , the truth is that you don't truly love me.
love isn't like that
you are not something i cannot do without
so it's over.
Time to put an end to it.
The price i paid is huge.
nevertheless I'll move on. and you too.
i used to love you.
i fell in love with you once, twice , thrice.. but along the way, i lost myself.
i realized you will never understand what I'm talking about
it's tough communicating w you cause i have to act as if I'm dumb.
we are from two different world, i am tired from camouflaging myself in your world and behaving as if I'm one of you all.
it's tiring and draining every part of me.
loving you makes me stop loving myself
that's why i love you .. no more.
bye my dearest-ed.
Some point in life, you need friends to help you make decision, or rather, affirm your decision.
I'm glad that early morning i woke up from my own delusion.
i now know how important friends are to me.
when u did something that is rightfully wrong
when u got no one to turn to
when u need someone to reassure and ascertain your decision
Friends are there.
Friday, November 6, 2009
Saturday, October 31, 2009
New discovery!
Dear all,
I've recently discovered a very wonderful place to slack and indulge in something I presume that all girls will go crazy over( okay maybe not, but you at least won't hate it)
they serve real yummy desserts(TRUST ME)that blow you off(maybe the price is one of the thing that really does)
Taste much better than XingWang and half the price.
it's called Dessert bowl , located along Serangoon garden,just right next to chomp chomp.
The dessert house is located on the second floor, just like.. my aunt's salon?
but what's different is that they have got one full glass window that stretches from the ceiling to almost the ground,replacing the wall that faces the road.it makes the whole place looks simple and good. Simply good :)
Their decorations are very special as in , the entire space is divided into half by a long stretch of miniatures,featuring restaurants. And funny quotes are found on the walls ( you can understand the quotes best only if you know Cantonese)
they do share some similarities with the Khatib Buddy hoaggies cafe. Don't be misled. what I mean is that they commonly share the "non-stress" , delightful ambiance.The Dessert Bowl, too , have a rack where magazines are free to be taken and read.The place is comparatively small, but not necessarily a bad thing.OH and when i was there, what's up on the two LCD TV was Wang Leehom's concert! (imagine listening to "每一次和你分开.." and looking at Leehom's face while savoring mouthwatering dessert in an air-conditioned room)
Went to this dessert house yesterday with Long and Jerome.
The food, as i said , much better than xingwang.
We ordered
almond cream(my personal favourite!Creamy,hot,not too sweet.)
yang zhi gan lu(this is good)
durian crepe(don't really like it)
black glutinous rice with vanilla ice cream(didn't know this combination works!)
Fresh mango with vanilla ice cream, topped with zhenzhu(not bad)
After looking through their menu, which consist of a super long list of hot/cold desserts,i realized they are actually selling those 港式甜点.And i think they did quite a good job in terms of food.
For that 5 different dessert we ordered, the bill only sums up to about 20bucks.
just FYI, xingwang serves ice kachang alone at $7.90 each,exclusive of GST and service charge!
Stomach and wallet , both saved!
Don't the sofa look like those in Buddy Hoaggies?!
we are so plastic
Friends since primary school
we love camwhoring
didn't manage to get a good picture because I was too busy eating :P
Jerome with all the almost-emptied bowls
look at my muscular/toned arm! (i like!)
I've recently discovered a very wonderful place to slack and indulge in something I presume that all girls will go crazy over( okay maybe not, but you at least won't hate it)
BECAUSE NO ONE HATES DESSERT!
That's the truth, take it or leave it.
That's the truth, take it or leave it.
they serve real yummy desserts(TRUST ME)that blow you off(maybe the price is one of the thing that really does)
Taste much better than XingWang and half the price.
it's called Dessert bowl , located along Serangoon garden,just right next to chomp chomp.
The dessert house is located on the second floor, just like.. my aunt's salon?
but what's different is that they have got one full glass window that stretches from the ceiling to almost the ground,replacing the wall that faces the road.it makes the whole place looks simple and good. Simply good :)
Their decorations are very special as in , the entire space is divided into half by a long stretch of miniatures,featuring restaurants. And funny quotes are found on the walls ( you can understand the quotes best only if you know Cantonese)
they do share some similarities with the Khatib Buddy hoaggies cafe. Don't be misled. what I mean is that they commonly share the "non-stress" , delightful ambiance.The Dessert Bowl, too , have a rack where magazines are free to be taken and read.The place is comparatively small, but not necessarily a bad thing.OH and when i was there, what's up on the two LCD TV was Wang Leehom's concert! (imagine listening to "每一次和你分开.." and looking at Leehom's face while savoring mouthwatering dessert in an air-conditioned room)
Went to this dessert house yesterday with Long and Jerome.
The food, as i said , much better than xingwang.
We ordered
almond cream(my personal favourite!Creamy,hot,not too sweet.)
yang zhi gan lu(this is good)
durian crepe(don't really like it)
black glutinous rice with vanilla ice cream(didn't know this combination works!)
Fresh mango with vanilla ice cream, topped with zhenzhu(not bad)
After looking through their menu, which consist of a super long list of hot/cold desserts,i realized they are actually selling those 港式甜点.And i think they did quite a good job in terms of food.
For that 5 different dessert we ordered, the bill only sums up to about 20bucks.
just FYI, xingwang serves ice kachang alone at $7.90 each,exclusive of GST and service charge!
Stomach and wallet , both saved!
Don't the sofa look like those in Buddy Hoaggies?!
we are so plastic
Friends since primary school
we love camwhoring
didn't manage to get a good picture because I was too busy eating :P
Jerome with all the almost-emptied bowls
look at my muscular/toned arm! (i like!)Shall get BJBA(baijinbang-advance, means inclusive of the two new members) there after our dinner gathering at chomp chomp, already go so far to eat so shouldn't waste the trip :))
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Suddenly , i feel like blogging .. again.
My com crashed , so im now using sebas's laptop to do wr/blog at home.
haha X inefficient.
A lot of things happened after exams , i myself think i am almost out of control. Went drinking twice and puke everytime, and get hang-overs the day after. worse still , hangover plus PW , no idea what's wrong with me i think i am going astray. haha!
One whole day today and i ate only half a packet of horfun and thai tomyum soup, don't feel well now very very dizzy.
my weight dropped to 57.7kg already! :D i'm 2.7kg away from target..
i'm going shopping with aunty jen tmr , and maybe the others too. i got that URGE to splurge or spend extravagantly!! :D
Next week's gonna take back results already, heard that jen and cory both got B for chemistry , i think i m dead. hais wateva lah! must take it easy.. (breathe in..breathe out..)
Toilet in the masterbed room is renovated! no more disfunctioning and space-taking jacuzzi , all gone :) oh yeah and i love my new toilet bowl.
Bye!
i did it on purpose.
it wasn't what i intended though
i lost only because of 1 thing, get it right , 1 thing.
and i don't regret staying by my principals, it is what that makes me.
My com crashed , so im now using sebas's laptop to do wr/blog at home.
haha X inefficient.
A lot of things happened after exams , i myself think i am almost out of control. Went drinking twice and puke everytime, and get hang-overs the day after. worse still , hangover plus PW , no idea what's wrong with me i think i am going astray. haha!
One whole day today and i ate only half a packet of horfun and thai tomyum soup, don't feel well now very very dizzy.
my weight dropped to 57.7kg already! :D i'm 2.7kg away from target..
i'm going shopping with aunty jen tmr , and maybe the others too. i got that URGE to splurge or spend extravagantly!! :D
Next week's gonna take back results already, heard that jen and cory both got B for chemistry , i think i m dead. hais wateva lah! must take it easy.. (breathe in..breathe out..)
Toilet in the masterbed room is renovated! no more disfunctioning and space-taking jacuzzi , all gone :) oh yeah and i love my new toilet bowl.
Bye!
i did it on purpose.
it wasn't what i intended though
i lost only because of 1 thing, get it right , 1 thing.
and i don't regret staying by my principals, it is what that makes me.
Tuesday, October 6, 2009
Updates:
changing my blog url soon .
- Finish GP, biology , econs and Chemistry paper , one more maths to go before i'm done
- think i screw up
- fell asleep first time studying for exams ytd, work up with the pile of unread notes next to me and it's 5.30am in the morning.
- starting to doubt if i'll get promoted
- WeiLong go NS today, omg i feel sad
- Cocoa keep on "whining" the moment i'm back , very noisy , i think he miss gor too
- Cocoa keep on barking at nothing. as in really nothing, wonder what did he saw? ( yes i'm scared)
- my weight keeps dropping, ironically i am a bit worried
- Lack of sleep , pimper spree on my face
- eating out with Xiying tmr after exam
- giving lynn chemistry tuition at night
- Friday meeting Gly for makeover at salon ( very long nvr see her alr!) , will be enjoying my day 'cause i know physics students will be cracking their brain while i am doing hair treatment ( i didn't deny that i m wicked)
- got the cheese fondue recipe alr , CC u better come! ( how can PS BJB??)
- CS that asshole lies with a flow of eloquence and great logic , may him be cursed with a rotten mouth.
changing my blog url soon .
Sunday, September 20, 2009
nothing uglier than this possible.
Got home today and shrieked even before i enter the house.
my cocoa become a sheep already.
unskilled bro went to shave his hair and i think cocoa struggled too much and the battery was flat even before the shaving is complete.
cocoa now has big unshaved ear, tiny pointy nose, small "i am so unlucky" face, super uneven fur and a beard.He looks so .. awful.
ugly little freak.(sorry cocoa it's not your fault, don't worry i'll still love you nevertheless)
1.31am in the morning and i've just completed editing my latest WR.
Going to do Bio later.
Everything is like kinda screwed up.. and i seriously need to drop some weight and get a haircut, i think i look like a mop.
heng at least i look better den cocoa.
Saturday, August 15, 2009
randoms
Been dieting these few days!
Try surviving without proper meals,getting your energy from bananas and apples.
Now I know how does a monkey feels .. given a choice i think monkeys will prefer char kuay tiao, roti prata , lor mee more than bananas.
I am currently facing a dearth of dollars .. argh! there will never be enough money.
hais! I have completely no idea where all my notes went.. I don't spend much on food(because I'm constantly permanently dieting) and I did not spend much on shopping, but i just dont see much cash!
Damn!
anyway, just came back from ah ma house for dinner . Tmr is Jessie's birthday, we're just going to eat dinner at kopithiam ..very auntie haha! Jessie your present very ex you die also must use okayy?!
Promos is a bloody 51 days away.. god please save me! I guess i'm in a mess!
Night!
Try surviving without proper meals,getting your energy from bananas and apples.
Now I know how does a monkey feels .. given a choice i think monkeys will prefer char kuay tiao, roti prata , lor mee more than bananas.
I am currently facing a dearth of dollars .. argh! there will never be enough money.
hais! I have completely no idea where all my notes went.. I don't spend much on food(because I'm constantly permanently dieting) and I did not spend much on shopping, but i just dont see much cash!
Damn!
anyway, just came back from ah ma house for dinner . Tmr is Jessie's birthday, we're just going to eat dinner at kopithiam ..very auntie haha! Jessie your present very ex you die also must use okayy?!
Promos is a bloody 51 days away.. god please save me! I guess i'm in a mess!
Night!
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Mugger so what ?
To imagine how your life could be better and then have the means yourself to change it.
Guess my blog needs to retire soon,
the reason?
My time is a scarcity,
I've got to make choices to make sure my Mum will get the highest satisfaction from my year end result report, hence blogging has become an opportunity cost- the highest alternative forgone.
How I wished Ceteris Paribus does hold; that the assumption:as long as you study,you will do well is true in the reality.
I'm proud being a Mugger you know, because I know where's my limit,and I know it myself：I'm nowhere near, not even 30%.
any idea what differentiates a Mugger and a nerd? muggers study hard and play hard , nerds just study hard and cry hard if they didn't get their 90percentile or is the lowest among the Agrades in class, that's the difference.
How about a mugger and a closet mugger?
A closet mugger will always go "why are you studying?! don't study leh i also never study!I don't care one" when he actually read the notes upside down inside out the night before.
A mugger ? One that will tell you she did study, openly , and won't mind you calling her a mugger, just like me.
(Quitting tuition in a month's time!)
:)
Guess my blog needs to retire soon,
the reason?
My time is a scarcity,
I've got to make choices to make sure my Mum will get the highest satisfaction from my year end result report, hence blogging has become an opportunity cost- the highest alternative forgone.
How I wished Ceteris Paribus does hold; that the assumption:as long as you study,you will do well is true in the reality.
I'm proud being a Mugger you know, because I know where's my limit,and I know it myself：I'm nowhere near, not even 30%.
any idea what differentiates a Mugger and a nerd? muggers study hard and play hard , nerds just study hard and cry hard if they didn't get their 90percentile or is the lowest among the Agrades in class, that's the difference.
How about a mugger and a closet mugger?
A closet mugger will always go "why are you studying?! don't study leh i also never study!I don't care one" when he actually read the notes upside down inside out the night before.
A mugger ? One that will tell you she did study, openly , and won't mind you calling her a mugger, just like me.
(Quitting tuition in a month's time!)
:)
Monday, July 13, 2009
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
铁了心才做出的决定
Congratulations , You pissed me off.
Decided to put an end to it on my part.
Enough is enough.
我不是傻瓜 不要再被你放鸽子
我不是白痴 不会这样子被你耍
我希望你快乐 但老实说 你的快乐令我很不快乐
我越看越不顺眼 越看就越讨厌
我看不下去了 所以希望你能在我的世界里 完全消失
那会是我最后最后一次为你流眼泪
故事的开端结局一开始就被定下 别让它有第二章
你听好 我才是作者 主宰我自己命运的人 我不是你的玩偶
我希望这是真正的 全剧 终。
Decided to put an end to it on my part.
Enough is enough.
我不是傻瓜 不要再被你放鸽子
我不是白痴 不会这样子被你耍
我希望你快乐 但老实说 你的快乐令我很不快乐
我越看越不顺眼 越看就越讨厌
我看不下去了 所以希望你能在我的世界里 完全消失
那会是我最后最后一次为你流眼泪
故事的开端结局一开始就被定下 别让它有第二章
你听好 我才是作者 主宰我自己命运的人 我不是你的玩偶
我希望这是真正的 全剧 终。
Monday, July 6, 2009
最近的我 不快乐
我好像说了很多谎 跟我自己说谎
我变得很情绪化 我可以很快乐 突然变得很不快乐 两个极端交叉替换 好累人
面对一件事 我一下看的开 一下看不开
说好的阿 我会很好 但有好像不是真的如此
我无法理解我到底在想什么
这不是我 不是林慧珊的作风
不是的， 我很了解情况 但我一直替自己找理由
我不能跟谁说， 跟谁说都一样 我会很瞧不起我自己
日记我一页一页的写 每一次都跟我自己说“我可以更好”
但我下一次提笔又会是因为同一个矛盾 同一件事情
你懂这种感觉吗？
我懂。
我不想再为了某些小小的事情让我心情跌落谷底
我不要因为别人脸上的微笑，无论真假，让我停止我的微笑
我本来也可以过得很好的啊
何必自己一个痛苦 多不值啊
我因该有从中学到什么 我还在努力把它认清楚
所以最近的我 希望会更快乐
我好像说了很多谎 跟我自己说谎
我变得很情绪化 我可以很快乐 突然变得很不快乐 两个极端交叉替换 好累人
面对一件事 我一下看的开 一下看不开
说好的阿 我会很好 但有好像不是真的如此
我无法理解我到底在想什么
这不是我 不是林慧珊的作风
不是的， 我很了解情况 但我一直替自己找理由
我不能跟谁说， 跟谁说都一样 我会很瞧不起我自己
日记我一页一页的写 每一次都跟我自己说“我可以更好”
但我下一次提笔又会是因为同一个矛盾 同一件事情
你懂这种感觉吗？
我懂。
我不想再为了某些小小的事情让我心情跌落谷底
我不要因为别人脸上的微笑，无论真假，让我停止我的微笑
我本来也可以过得很好的啊
何必自己一个痛苦 多不值啊
我因该有从中学到什么 我还在努力把它认清楚
所以最近的我 希望会更快乐
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Back from 2309 class Chalet ! :)
I am sure I'm not as tired as the rest, cause I slept at 4am. The rest didn't at all. haha!
It was a simple but really a pleasant,amusing,entertaining,and definitely enjoyable Chalet outing.
Woke up at 7am so as to pack my bag and meet Zhi Heng(my class leader) and YY(YingYu, we are the food IC ) at 10am to buy the ingredients for the steamboat.
We went to the wet market to buy the food and went over to zhi hing's house to prepare it. It seems like being able to deal with squids(sotong) is really a big deal. LOL now then i realised. Mummy i love you for teaching me how to cut squids up without messing up the kitchen with their 一肚子的墨水.haha!
Decided to have steamboat instead because there isn't alot of ppl actually. quite a few turn up , and about 10 stayed Overnight.
It's at the Costa Sands, Really very small as compared to the one we used to have for LEO. There's no living room , no tables(we ate steamboat on the floor! One in a lifetime experience!) no second storey. it's just like a typical hotel room. But it's okay , we're very small in size :)
We went for a walk in the Pasir ris park after leaving our bags in the room.Took LOTS of pictures along the way. Zhi Heng keep on demonstrating how to catwalk-man or woman-he knows both and believe me , he's good at it. I was laughing all the way throughout and was so "high" that i actually cat walk with him while the others take a video of it. LOL! that's embarassing but it's so god damn hilarious! Zhi heng says he wants to "zai pei" me and i told him he really looks like those runway models instructor.
After dinner we went to Cycle. yes, it's night cycling :) Had to say that the cycling part was a little slow cause we got a lot of ppl , have to ensure no one gets lost. went from coasta sand to Tampines park connector and go back again. I was shag and dead tired, so tired that i think i'm the first one to fall asleep - at 4am.(they say it's "still early") . Some of them continue to cycle till like 6am ? siao!
Everything went on smoothly - thank god.
Atleast i feel that our dinner is considered decent and we are also very good boys and girls--no alcohol. haha!
Photos i lazy upload , can be seen in facebook i'm tagged :)
Now i'm going to clean the floor , then sort out my worksheets and files , den maybe chiong tutorials . Anw,exams were disastrous :
GP:never fail to fail
BIO:Crap
CHEM:easy paper but no time finish
MATHS: 33m empty- AJC must be crazy. JY,BELIEVE ME YOU WILL BE STUNNED BY MY PAPER IF YOU SEE IT, it's a 13qn paper .
BYE!
I am sure I'm not as tired as the rest, cause I slept at 4am. The rest didn't at all. haha!
It was a simple but really a pleasant,amusing,entertaining,and definitely enjoyable Chalet outing.
Woke up at 7am so as to pack my bag and meet Zhi Heng(my class leader) and YY(YingYu, we are the food IC ) at 10am to buy the ingredients for the steamboat.
We went to the wet market to buy the food and went over to zhi hing's house to prepare it. It seems like being able to deal with squids(sotong) is really a big deal. LOL now then i realised. Mummy i love you for teaching me how to cut squids up without messing up the kitchen with their 一肚子的墨水.haha!
Decided to have steamboat instead because there isn't alot of ppl actually. quite a few turn up , and about 10 stayed Overnight.
It's at the Costa Sands, Really very small as compared to the one we used to have for LEO. There's no living room , no tables(we ate steamboat on the floor! One in a lifetime experience!) no second storey. it's just like a typical hotel room. But it's okay , we're very small in size :)
We went for a walk in the Pasir ris park after leaving our bags in the room.Took LOTS of pictures along the way. Zhi Heng keep on demonstrating how to catwalk-man or woman-he knows both and believe me , he's good at it. I was laughing all the way throughout and was so "high" that i actually cat walk with him while the others take a video of it. LOL! that's embarassing but it's so god damn hilarious! Zhi heng says he wants to "zai pei" me and i told him he really looks like those runway models instructor.
After dinner we went to Cycle. yes, it's night cycling :) Had to say that the cycling part was a little slow cause we got a lot of ppl , have to ensure no one gets lost. went from coasta sand to Tampines park connector and go back again. I was shag and dead tired, so tired that i think i'm the first one to fall asleep - at 4am.(they say it's "still early") . Some of them continue to cycle till like 6am ? siao!
Everything went on smoothly - thank god.
Atleast i feel that our dinner is considered decent and we are also very good boys and girls--no alcohol. haha!
Photos i lazy upload , can be seen in facebook i'm tagged :)
Now i'm going to clean the floor , then sort out my worksheets and files , den maybe chiong tutorials . Anw,exams were disastrous :
GP:never fail to fail
BIO:Crap
CHEM:easy paper but no time finish
MATHS: 33m empty- AJC must be crazy. JY,BELIEVE ME YOU WILL BE STUNNED BY MY PAPER IF YOU SEE IT, it's a 13qn paper .
BYE!
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Thursday, June 11, 2009
Life's too full of risk
Yippee! :D
waking up tomorrow at 5, heading for Genting, my old old 熟到烂 place.
Not that it's interesting there, Singapore's weather driving me mad! so I'll be very happy to enjoy their naturally A/C climate !! haha!
This week has been disastrous, loads of lessons and shit stuff , and i think Interact is pissed off with me already. Simply because i didn't turn up for the pre-interact day event thingy, neither did i turn up for the actual one. Received a msg from someone i didn't know telling me "I need you to attend an event on behalf of the interact club on this Saturday", not stating who is she/he, what event it is,what am i required to do,who am i meeting, where is the event held and all.
Well,i didn't bother to ask anyways, replied "can't make it.Out of Singapore."
and there's no reply.
"she's the new elected president",said Yixian when i showed him the number.
Okay. Have i offended someone again,unintentionally?
that's my life i guess.
I was really busy with something else i swear! Not that i did it on purpose right?
Just being random, I was at RP again yesterday with Yixian & Shufen, and i incidentally found out a way to make someone feels like she's dying, tortured and yet not really dying from it.
wanna learn?
Just force her/him to memorize the reproductive cycle of virus while she/he is having a migraine. WOOTS!
好像中了降头般，碎碎念：attachment,penetration,uncoating,synthesis,assembly & release..attachment,penetration,uncoating,synthesis,assembly & release..attachment,penetration,uncoating,synthesis,assembly & release....
(someone's gonna be SO disturbed and disgusted upon reading this)
Influenza,Bacteriophage,Human Immunodeficiency Virus..what has all these shitass got to do with ME?
Memorize Memorize Memorize
saved.
exam over? Delete.
Photos!
stretching caught in action!
Shufen so cute! :D
Mummy: you look like an old virgin in this photo. -.- does old virgins look LIKE THAT ?
That's the well-known BangBang.
you mugger!
Today's Breakfast(random)
Mum's specialty:Marinated cockles!
ytd's supper > Desert soup :D
Something to share, I nearly got killed yesterday's evening!
I was happily showering in the bathroom,took my own sweet time hand washing my clothes,scrubbing my feet,shampooing my hair..
It's when i stepped out of the bathroom with my hair still damp,i thought i was dreaming because i saw the whole kitchen in a haze--white,just like what you see in TV drama when deities appear and there will be white smoke coming out of nowhere, but I was brought back to reality when i recognize the fact that smells doesn't exist in dreams-especially a strong,overpowering smell that tells me something's burning.
As if it's a reflex action, instinctively i look at the stove,but no, there's no cooking/burning going on.Then, I jerked my head(i swear i did that) and look in the 10 o'clock direction from the stove, and i literally saw my Microwave oven smoking.
I ranted a few non-hokkien vulgarities as i ran and switched it off with a "ting!" (i bet i beat my shuttle run record this time round)
Went to the culprit's room and said"chaotar liao!". It's my dad,again.
The white smoke hovered around for at least another hour,and the chaotar smell lasted more than 3 hours. This scenario had repeated itself for years already, i used to reprimand him for being so forgetful, forgetting to turn off the stove and whatsoever, and put our precious lives at risk. But i didn't do it this time, considering the fact that he's a 51 year-old old man.
Tsk tsk tsk, adults used to tell me memory fails as you age, but i can't believe that his memory started deteriorating at a very fast rate since like more than a decade ago.
He was actually sleeping while the microwave nearly exploded(I'm positive that it will explode if I'd scrubbed my feet 2more minutes longer.)
Didn't take any photos though, i was busy talking to him to make sure he was awake I'm so glad Buffy didn't suffocate from that haze . Don't want him to die during his last month here =/
P.S: i miss Glynis and Jessie! and JY misses me(i know) :p
waking up tomorrow at 5, heading for Genting, my old old 熟到烂 place.
Not that it's interesting there, Singapore's weather driving me mad! so I'll be very happy to enjoy their naturally A/C climate !! haha!
This week has been disastrous, loads of lessons and shit stuff , and i think Interact is pissed off with me already. Simply because i didn't turn up for the pre-interact day event thingy, neither did i turn up for the actual one. Received a msg from someone i didn't know telling me "I need you to attend an event on behalf of the interact club on this Saturday", not stating who is she/he, what event it is,what am i required to do,who am i meeting, where is the event held and all.
Well,i didn't bother to ask anyways, replied "can't make it.Out of Singapore."
and there's no reply.
"she's the new elected president",said Yixian when i showed him the number.
Okay. Have i offended someone again,unintentionally?
that's my life i guess.
I was really busy with something else i swear! Not that i did it on purpose right?
Just being random, I was at RP again yesterday with Yixian & Shufen, and i incidentally found out a way to make someone feels like she's dying, tortured and yet not really dying from it.
wanna learn?
Just force her/him to memorize the reproductive cycle of virus while she/he is having a migraine. WOOTS!
好像中了降头般，碎碎念：attachment,penetration,uncoating,synthesis,assembly & release..attachment,penetration,uncoating,synthesis,assembly & release..attachment,penetration,uncoating,synthesis,assembly & release....
(someone's gonna be SO disturbed and disgusted upon reading this)
Influenza,Bacteriophage,Human Immunodeficiency Virus..what has all these shitass got to do with ME?
Memorize Memorize Memorize
saved.
exam over? Delete.
Photos!
stretching caught in action!
Shufen so cute! :D
Mummy: you look like an old virgin in this photo. -.- does old virgins look LIKE THAT ?
That's the well-known BangBang.
you mugger!
Today's Breakfast(random)
Mum's specialty:Marinated cockles!
ytd's supper > Desert soup :DSomething to share, I nearly got killed yesterday's evening!
I was happily showering in the bathroom,took my own sweet time hand washing my clothes,scrubbing my feet,shampooing my hair..
It's when i stepped out of the bathroom with my hair still damp,i thought i was dreaming because i saw the whole kitchen in a haze--white,just like what you see in TV drama when deities appear and there will be white smoke coming out of nowhere, but I was brought back to reality when i recognize the fact that smells doesn't exist in dreams-especially a strong,overpowering smell that tells me something's burning.
As if it's a reflex action, instinctively i look at the stove,but no, there's no cooking/burning going on.Then, I jerked my head(i swear i did that) and look in the 10 o'clock direction from the stove, and i literally saw my Microwave oven smoking.
I ranted a few non-hokkien vulgarities as i ran and switched it off with a "ting!" (i bet i beat my shuttle run record this time round)
Went to the culprit's room and said"chaotar liao!". It's my dad,again.
The white smoke hovered around for at least another hour,and the chaotar smell lasted more than 3 hours. This scenario had repeated itself for years already, i used to reprimand him for being so forgetful, forgetting to turn off the stove and whatsoever, and put our precious lives at risk. But i didn't do it this time, considering the fact that he's a 51 year-old old man.
Tsk tsk tsk, adults used to tell me memory fails as you age, but i can't believe that his memory started deteriorating at a very fast rate since like more than a decade ago.
He was actually sleeping while the microwave nearly exploded(I'm positive that it will explode if I'd scrubbed my feet 2more minutes longer.)
Didn't take any photos though, i was busy talking to him to make sure he was awake I'm so glad Buffy didn't suffocate from that haze . Don't want him to die during his last month here =/
P.S: i miss Glynis and Jessie! and JY misses me(i know) :p
Friday, June 5, 2009
6 hr marathon
I camped at Republic Poly for about 6hours today.
what did i do ?
I finished 2 sets of comprehension and.. i finally understood what's Helicase, Single strand DNA binding protein,DNA polymerase 3,DNA polymerase 1, DNA Ligase , and my dear RNA polymerase.
My dear friends,it's until TODAY that i recognize your identity and what's your purpose of existence.
I've been going "What the shit is that ?" whenever the Lecturer/tutor mention your names.
Anw, back to Republic Poly right, it is indeed a school with very good environment to study! but apparently, i don't see alot studying.
there are truck loads of ppl there but mostly playing com games, with the exception of a handful of China students staring at there notes through their thick glasses(and they sit there as long as i do)
No wonder Singaporeans are falling behind these "foreign talent".
It's really a waste for the library to be under-utilized, maybe more of us people should go there help them"utilize" it fully haha!
Anyway,their food very cheap and yummy! nextime causeway point overcrowded we go there eat ! :D
what did i do ?
I finished 2 sets of comprehension and.. i finally understood what's Helicase, Single strand DNA binding protein,DNA polymerase 3,DNA polymerase 1, DNA Ligase , and my dear RNA polymerase.
My dear friends,it's until TODAY that i recognize your identity and what's your purpose of existence.
I've been going "What the shit is that ?" whenever the Lecturer/tutor mention your names.
Anw, back to Republic Poly right, it is indeed a school with very good environment to study! but apparently, i don't see alot studying.
there are truck loads of ppl there but mostly playing com games, with the exception of a handful of China students staring at there notes through their thick glasses(and they sit there as long as i do)
No wonder Singaporeans are falling behind these "foreign talent".
It's really a waste for the library to be under-utilized, maybe more of us people should go there help them"utilize" it fully haha!
Anyway,their food very cheap and yummy! nextime causeway point overcrowded we go there eat ! :D
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
这就是传说中的 “速战速决“
4months ago, he got himself a girlfriend, a very good one i must say.
2weeks ago, I've got to know that he's planning to ask for her hand.
1week ago, I saw him researching on engagement rings online.
5days ago, He show me the ring and said "I'm proposing tonight"
4days ago, He officially went to her house, and asked for permission to marry their daughter
2minutes ago, He told me he's going to look at apartments today.
WALAO EH HIS ACTION SIBEI FAST LAH!
His breakneck speed sent my jaws dropping to the ground.
2weeks ago, I've got to know that he's planning to ask for her hand.
1week ago, I saw him researching on engagement rings online.
5days ago, He show me the ring and said "I'm proposing tonight"
4days ago, He officially went to her house, and asked for permission to marry their daughter
2minutes ago, He told me he's going to look at apartments today.
WALAO EH HIS ACTION SIBEI FAST LAH!
His breakneck speed sent my jaws dropping to the ground.
Thursday, May 28, 2009
RUMOUR
OH - MY - GAWD ~ ~!
My brother is planning to propose to Merlyn Jie(my dasao) !
now,tell me how BIG this news is?!
P.S:shhhhh..planning only, haven confirm , so dear cousins please don't spread first , there will be time for that (; )
My brother is planning to propose to Merlyn Jie(my dasao) !
now,tell me how BIG this news is?!
P.S:shhhhh..planning only, haven confirm , so dear cousins please don't spread first , there will be time for that (; )
Thursday, May 21, 2009
leading my life too happily , that's why.
Gained 2kgs in a week's time . . .
i have a very big round tummy now .
but it's okay , i've got 4PE sessions next week, acting as some form of consolation :X
(that's my holiday present man)
Bye!
i have a very big round tummy now .
but it's okay , i've got 4PE sessions next week, acting as some form of consolation :X
(that's my holiday present man)
Bye!
Thursday, May 14, 2009
i can ACTUALLY fly .
Good news (for me) !
I ran my 2.4km napfa within 13:57 . i'm awesome man
( well done dear legs! *give a pat*)
Presenting to you ...
Adelyn with a capital A for 2.4km!
haha so proud of myself !
Bad news(for me also)
why did i gain 1kg after running 2.4 km ?
meeting BJB tmr !
not all of them ofcourse due to some AHEM ppl (no i'm not being obvious at all .. hor FJY ?)
Haha okay no hard feelings , know you've been busy . just Jiayou in whatever you are busy with alright ?! ;)
p.s : Today Sister Andrew damn suay forget his keys forget his handphone , cannot go home and cannot call for help .. tsk tsk , see lah?! told you to memo my number by heart already! atleast you can come acc me eat macdonals!
and to 那个人：
I've heard about it already.
You're such a disgrace lah! really is .. sibei throw face.
难怪我小姨说分手是因为我平时善事做得多。
I ran my 2.4km napfa within 13:57 . i'm awesome man
( well done dear legs! *give a pat*)
Presenting to you ...
Adelyn with a capital A for 2.4km!
haha so proud of myself !
Bad news(for me also)
why did i gain 1kg after running 2.4 km ?
meeting BJB tmr !
not all of them ofcourse due to some AHEM ppl (no i'm not being obvious at all .. hor FJY ?)
Haha okay no hard feelings , know you've been busy . just Jiayou in whatever you are busy with alright ?! ;)
p.s : Today Sister Andrew damn suay forget his keys forget his handphone , cannot go home and cannot call for help .. tsk tsk , see lah?! told you to memo my number by heart already! atleast you can come acc me eat macdonals!
and to 那个人：
I've heard about it already.
You're such a disgrace lah! really is .. sibei throw face.
难怪我小姨说分手是因为我平时善事做得多。
Saturday, May 9, 2009
母亲节快乐！！
Happy Mother's day Mummy !!!!
okayy i admit there were some conflicts and hard feelings earlier on,but MOTHER'S DAY is the day i would like to say sorry and most importantly , I LOVE YOU !
Thanks for being there always !
oh yeah we went to celebrate early on Friday , at the buddy Hoagies cafe.
Their Rib Eye considered not bad , but really very expensive.
i still prefer Jack's place. Weilong has been complaining and criticizing the cafe and the lady boss , he said "whatever that is delicious and appetizing will become not delicious and not appetizing , after you see their kitchen's state." (well , then don't see lor! 眼不见为净）
And Saturday i went there again to have pizzas, chicken wings , cakes and all those fattening stuffs. and i reckon the lady boss recognize my that bunch of relatives and I already , because we patronize them almost every week.
Okay back mummy's day , we ordered EMIcakes's durian cake for mum. Two simple words to describe the cake : HEAVENLY and SINFUL.
haha but it is expected lah , tasted their chocolate cake during weilong's birthday and it already super yummy, and i was told they actually specialized in baking Durian cakes , not chocolate cakes.
okayy i admit there were some conflicts and hard feelings earlier on,but MOTHER'S DAY is the day i would like to say sorry and most importantly , I LOVE YOU !
Thanks for being there always !
oh yeah we went to celebrate early on Friday , at the buddy Hoagies cafe.
Their Rib Eye considered not bad , but really very expensive.
i still prefer Jack's place. Weilong has been complaining and criticizing the cafe and the lady boss , he said "whatever that is delicious and appetizing will become not delicious and not appetizing , after you see their kitchen's state." (well , then don't see lor! 眼不见为净）
And Saturday i went there again to have pizzas, chicken wings , cakes and all those fattening stuffs. and i reckon the lady boss recognize my that bunch of relatives and I already , because we patronize them almost every week.
Okay back mummy's day , we ordered EMIcakes's durian cake for mum. Two simple words to describe the cake : HEAVENLY and SINFUL.
haha but it is expected lah , tasted their chocolate cake during weilong's birthday and it already super yummy, and i was told they actually specialized in baking Durian cakes , not chocolate cakes.
Saturday, May 2, 2009
结论
有时候 ， 我会想 ， 我的品味真的有点问题。
我不是不会分辨帅还是不帅， 只是若是选男朋友， 我好像越来越不重视他的外表到底要有多好看。
这也导致选人的眼光越来越差。
差到找到的都是不能带回去见人的那种， 是我出了什么问题吗？
难道是我瞎了？每次都是莫名其妙的分手， 为了莫名其妙的原因。
不要问我“谁叫你眼光那么差， 怎么找一个这么****的?”
因为我也不知道。
那是一种感觉，感觉不论外貌， 感动就好了。
所以对了就在一起 ， 不对那就分开 ， 正如他所说的：“没有什么大不了”
我不需要一个人空有外表
我不需要一个流动提款机
我不需要像浆糊一样天天腻在一起
我不需要谁百般呵护
我不要你不真
我不要我整天担心受怕
我不要你不忠
我不要我呼之则来，挥之则去
每一个决定， 我其实也心里有数。
我想 , 我也是一样 . 好玩.
真正的爱情因该不会是这样的吧? 那也未免太悲哀
对我好的人很多, 真正认真的好像没有半个.
真是 ... 阿弥陀佛.
我不是不会分辨帅还是不帅， 只是若是选男朋友， 我好像越来越不重视他的外表到底要有多好看。
这也导致选人的眼光越来越差。
差到找到的都是不能带回去见人的那种， 是我出了什么问题吗？
难道是我瞎了？每次都是莫名其妙的分手， 为了莫名其妙的原因。
不要问我“谁叫你眼光那么差， 怎么找一个这么****的?”
因为我也不知道。
那是一种感觉，感觉不论外貌， 感动就好了。
所以对了就在一起 ， 不对那就分开 ， 正如他所说的：“没有什么大不了”
我不需要一个人空有外表
我不需要一个流动提款机
我不需要像浆糊一样天天腻在一起
我不需要谁百般呵护
我不要你不真
我不要我整天担心受怕
我不要你不忠
我不要我呼之则来，挥之则去
每一个决定， 我其实也心里有数。
我想 , 我也是一样 . 好玩.
真正的爱情因该不会是这样的吧? 那也未免太悲哀
对我好的人很多, 真正认真的好像没有半个.
真是 ... 阿弥陀佛.
Saturday, April 25, 2009
我原来没有那么乖
我不知道我又哪里让你看不顺眼
还是那里惹到你
你怎么最近一直顶我
我不认真读书你批评
我认真读书你也批评
整天为了那种小事跟我吵
衣服该谁洗 ， 为什么我每天换那么多套衣服， 为什么我不在家里读书要在外面读， 为什么我花那么多钱。。。。。 这种事也要吵？！
衣服我不洗 因为我忙 我说我洗就等于洗衣机洗 你也不爽
一个人每天至少也要冲一次凉 所以我每天都要换衣 一个礼拜两次pe 所以换很多衣服 这个理由很牵强吗 ？
我去外面读， 就是因为你整天都看我不顺眼 ， 家里又热又吵 ， 为了concentrate， 我出去读 ， 又那里顶到你的路？
至于钱 ， 我不觉得我花得过分 。 除了吃以外， 我的钱都花在原本因该由你们该付的东西上！！
什么classfund , assessment books , 有的没的 ， 就连我的校服也是我的钱买得ok?
是我赚的，所以是我的钱！
他妈的 不知道就不要在那边指桑骂槐，唠唠叨叨 ， and trying to be so sarcastic.
要骂就骂直接一点 just say it in my face :"我们家没有钱， 你不要再花老娘的钱，衣服你自己洗， 要不要读书是你的事， 你不要丢我的脸就好！ + 看到你就讨厌！”
不知道我几时从宝贝女儿变成了眼中钉， 心中刺。
做什么都不对 ， 就连我出门去讨论GPP 你都可以说我要去乱花钱 我真是受够了你的冷嘲热讽。
若找得到机会， 我一定搬去833住 ，
靠近AJC , JUST EDU , mugger's CAFE 。。 最重要的是 , 它远离我家。
-and why i don't hear you praising me when i do the right thing?
还是那里惹到你
你怎么最近一直顶我
我不认真读书你批评
我认真读书你也批评
整天为了那种小事跟我吵
衣服该谁洗 ， 为什么我每天换那么多套衣服， 为什么我不在家里读书要在外面读， 为什么我花那么多钱。。。。。 这种事也要吵？！
衣服我不洗 因为我忙 我说我洗就等于洗衣机洗 你也不爽
一个人每天至少也要冲一次凉 所以我每天都要换衣 一个礼拜两次pe 所以换很多衣服 这个理由很牵强吗 ？
我去外面读， 就是因为你整天都看我不顺眼 ， 家里又热又吵 ， 为了concentrate， 我出去读 ， 又那里顶到你的路？
至于钱 ， 我不觉得我花得过分 。 除了吃以外， 我的钱都花在原本因该由你们该付的东西上！！
什么classfund , assessment books , 有的没的 ， 就连我的校服也是我的钱买得ok?
是我赚的，所以是我的钱！
他妈的 不知道就不要在那边指桑骂槐，唠唠叨叨 ， and trying to be so sarcastic.
要骂就骂直接一点 just say it in my face :"我们家没有钱， 你不要再花老娘的钱，衣服你自己洗， 要不要读书是你的事， 你不要丢我的脸就好！ + 看到你就讨厌！”
不知道我几时从宝贝女儿变成了眼中钉， 心中刺。
做什么都不对 ， 就连我出门去讨论GPP 你都可以说我要去乱花钱 我真是受够了你的冷嘲热讽。
若找得到机会， 我一定搬去833住 ，
靠近AJC , JUST EDU , mugger's CAFE 。。 最重要的是 , 它远离我家。
-and why i don't hear you praising me when i do the right thing?
Friday, April 10, 2009
-危机-
EMERGENCY , EMERGENCY , EMERGENCY , EMERGENCY ..!!!
I myself is already in a case of emergency ,
darn it! why is it so difficult to make a decision ?
stop being fickle minded and stick to one lah!!!!
phenomenons of stress level rocketing starts to surface, silently .
intensive devastating hair loss, acne-plagued back/face, loss of appetite ,avoidance from reality by sleeping all the time,silliness cum childishness , and hotheadedness , all indicators of how nonresistant we are to stress D:
I feel like running away at times
but keep on reminding myself :there's nowhere you can run to , so just brave it.
It feels like .. you're being pulled apart .
Part of you wants to get motivated and do well ,
while the other part wants to do nothing but auto-shutdown.
It's not a fight between the angel and devil , it's one between faith and fear.
Lim Hui Shan you better stop procrastinating if not you are not getting anywhere!!!
It's time to get to work(还是很不爽）
别假装很用功 ， 要真的很用功去用功！
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