我到底又给自己惹来了什么麻烦啊？

我双手合十，祈求神明：


千万不要让历史重演！！！！！！！
（I had enough of this!)

Happy cny to my beloved BJB ! (and everyone else ofcourse!)

YES glynis i've just read your blog and that slacker is you indeed!
haha ;)
don't worry BJBs i'll make sure the food is edible , utmost i wear gloves lah!
anyway,i just recieved my 3rd pay since the holiday starts ...
好累人的$700 ah !!


c you girls on the 30th!
whoever comes with a partially-filled/filled -stomach shall die a terrible death!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

乱

It really turns me off to open my cabinet and see RUBBISH--you can just read it off literally.
and what's frustrating me is that when i try to throw them away , my dad will scavenge in the piles of rubbish and keep them in his room (thinking that i don't know)
oh god can you just stop keeping those rubbish in the house ?
you need the definition of rubbish ?

RUBBISH=THINGS THAT YOU WON'T NEED EVEN IF THEY DO HAVE A FUNCTION/PURPOSE.

每一件发明都有用， 但是有用归有用，你用得着meh ?!

want proof ?
give you a tip : open my storeroom and you will totally understand what I'm saying， without me breathing a word.



ps:tmr last day of work!!! i can't describe how happy i m , no need to travel to boonlay every single day anymore!

Time to take a break and have a kitkat

I'm so tired .
believe it or not , i've not seen my mum for 3 consecutive days alr , despite us sleeping in the same room and that both of us return home everyday without fail .


I'm so tired .
CNY is approaching and my house is still in a total mess , and apparently , nobody cares or i should say " nobody cared", except me .
my holiday is such a sad case , while some of my friends are happily slacking their holiday away , i have to wake up at 7am everyday and report to work at 10am .
when the clock finally strikes 8pm , I'll drag my body home ..
and you think that's the end of my daily routine ?
NO ! FAT HOPE!
washing the toilets , cleaning the floor ... etc etc
the spring cleaning job again, inevitably , landed on me .
everyday i sleep at 12pm or even later .
OH WHAT A LIFE !

I'm so tired.
And I realised i m so hardworking that my hand starts to rot bec I've been in contact with too much chemicals like mint shampoo,hair dye and all sorts
you know it just feels like something burning at your wrist , appearing like rashes(red), and when you touch it , it feels like plastic .
and hell who knows , IT HURTS.
Good grief .

Done with ranting , time for bed .
Good night world.




PS:Andrew my "sister" is finally back from Taiwan! I miss bugging him with my sms!



To Him :
Goodbye uncle , I'll miss you .
Rest in peace .

A Place Nearby

Heaven is a place nearby
So I won't be so far away
And if you try and look for me
Maybe you'll find me someday
Heaven is a place nearby
So there's no need to say goodbye
I will ask you not to cry
I'll always be by your side

You just faded away
You spread your wings,
you had flown Away to something unknown
Wish I could bring you back
You're always on my mind
About to tear myself apart
You have your special place in my heart, always



你总会牵着我的小手过马路，带我到咖啡店
你总是点一样的东西
一杯咖啡乌，我们一人一半
我哭闹，你就抱我，带我到家楼下走走

那个时候， 你黑黑的头发开始变白了
你坐在椅子上， 我就会一根一根的拔
边拔，我边笑你“你老了”

后来我长大了， 见面的机会减少，
但我每个农历新年都坚持要去跟你拜年
每隔一年我看见你 ， 你就看起来更苍老
头发，已是全白了

我还以为我过不久又可以看到你 跟你拜年
我还以为我又可以看见你微笑的面容
我还以为我可以跟你说 “我终于中学毕业了”
可是一切都来不及
你走得太快
你没有等我


当我昨天看见你
你睡得好熟
他们跟你化妆， 画得好不像你
我不想承认 但那的确是你 你的鼻 你的脸
我叫你 可是你没有理我
你有听到我说的话吗？
我说“我是珊珊， 我来看你了”
你有听到吗？

一路走好啊
你会永远活在我心中
你的笑
你的白发
你的疼爱
会永远活在我心中

谢谢你让我的童年过得那么快乐
谢谢你




And even when I go to sleep
I still can hear your voice
And those words
I never will forget

我最开心的日子

Allow me be proud of myself for the very last time in my secondary school life ! ;)
proud of my hardearned 8pts.

i would like to thank
Mdm Latifah who teaches me physics ,
Ms Ng who imparted me chemistry knowledge ,
and Ms Chew who'd always make lessons interesting !
and to all other teachers who taught me for the past 2 years ..i would like to say a big THANK YOU to you all , i m so super-duper lucky to have good teachers(overall) teaching me and helping me through the demanding and exhausting period of time.

All those late nights
piles of worksheets
tonnes of assessment books
Litres of tears that soaked all my worksheets and smudged my writings
panda eyes with 2 eye bags 'sagging' below it
out-of-shape hair
numerous number of breakdowns




All the hard work finally paid off!
Adelyn , you deserve a pat on your shoulder! ;)




and also , i would like to thank BJB for being together through the hard times and the bad times.
i know i've cried like eight thousand six hundred and forty nine times infront of you girls..but it feels good(or better?) to have ppl to surround you and practically STUFF you with tissues when you are down.
THANK YOU GIRLS!!!
and i would proudly announce the average L1R5 of BJB....


10.66666666666....(it goes on and on)
*thunderclaps and lion roar~~~!

i m so sorry but to say that ..
BJB just rocks man!!! :D



"Every worthwhile accomplishment,big or little,has its stages of drudgery and triumph:a beginning,a stuggle,and a victory"
-Abraham lincoln

每个人口中都在倒数，仿佛生死就取决于那一天
原本不紧张的我，在他们的感染下 也变得有点怕怕
一整年的心血 换来的会是一份喜悦 还是失望？
老实说 我不敢抱太大的期望 考试时做得怎样人人心里有数
想想其实我妈也说得对 ：“担心什么？不考都考了，有努力过你就可以心安理得。”


就算成绩不理想，能做得也做了，该拚的我们也拚到头破血流。
不要有遗憾，不要后悔。
若榜上有名，是我应得的，是大家应得的。
若名落孙山，行个礼，对自己说声“我尽力了，辛苦了”




今天我才真地看出来 原来人真的有很多不同种类
跟你不同的 不一定不好
或许你不可以理解他们的想法，作风，态度
但那偏偏就是他们跟别人的不同之处
若每个人都一样，那没有人是特别的了

今晚我为2009年许了一个愿 设了一个目标
我要学着去从别人的角度看事情
我要以更平静的心去对待让人不悦的事
我要改掉我自己也知道的龟毛态度
我要学着事事靠自己
我要承认错误，道歉然后改正
我要体谅别人的感受 改掉嘲讽的习惯
世上没有谁欠谁，所以没有人有责任帮你做任何事
有时想想，需要改变的，不是别人， 就是你自己。
我该好好反省反省，因为就连我都快受不了我自己了。