I dunno when will it starts feeling alright again.
Maybe later.
Maybe tomorrow.
Maybe by the end of the year.
Maybe never ever.

Boy I know what are you thinking.
You are as unsure as me : What to do now will be the best?
Whatever decisions you make, I'll follow, without even questioning.
Because I trust you in making the best decision.
And I trust you in deciding what's good for me.
If in the case where the simplest form of friendship is impossible, then let it go.
I am tired.I don't wanna keep saying things like"I give up" and actually still aches in my heart.
I am clear of what and how to achieve my goals now.
you can be sure that I'll be fine.


May God bless you in all the things you do.
Stay firm in your beliefs and do as you promised God and yourself.
Thanks for being such a great friend of mine.