纸，包得住火吗？

告诉她， 还是不告诉她， 比较好？

things are starting to get complicated alr.
i'm vexed, and worried.
news diffuses.
i use the word because i can't stop it , it's out of my control.
when there's air , there will be air particles, concentration gradient will always exist.
two alternatives :
1.remove all particles that are diffusing,assume nth ever happened.(i can't do that)
2.let it diffuse , admit and explain . one day, everything will come to peace , and equilibrium is achieved.

they said "i think news is spreading , maybe into your little aunt's ear alr"
所以我的压力无限大。

if aunt may dont side with me , it will be a GG for me .
if 她knows about it , i've got lots to explain.
if 她 doesnt agree to it , it will be the EOG.

sounds straightforward and easy,
to tell you the truth ,
我很怕 但我不想隐瞒你，
我也很想坦荡荡。