English Ppr 1 - DOWN
Chinese Ppr 1 - DOWN
Chemistry Ppr 1 - KNOCKED OUT

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Sadness,doesnt seem an appropriate word
whilst Disapppointment, is not strong enough to express how i feel

after all the midnight oil and all sorts of rubbish
i completely failed myself
yeah right you might say
it's only MYE what
it's not included in Prelims
i have no idea where to begin with

it's just like being smack right in the face
and you are forbided to make a noise about it
or even give a mournful look
why does studying such an arduous task in Singapore
Everything sucks
it's not me who choose to emo over these vindictively indisputable truth
now it seems like it's human who shapes education
and not the other way round


and back to the Chemistry Ppr and all the bloody freak mistakes i've made
can you believe it
i can't
despite that
i manage to sort out my thinking and what actually went wrong

我气
我气我自己犯那种不该犯的错误
人 犯错在所难免
屁
若我不懂 就算了
答案摆在眼前我却瞎了眼

我好胜心强
但我要胜的是我自己
竞争就是竞争
良性恶性都一样
至少我不会在人背后捅人一刀

你们不理解
总认为我比这比那
要求 是从我所付出的来期盼 来衡量
就算是我是当中考的不错的
但分数达不到我的要求 我就永远不能满足

你们不理解
你有你期盼的将来
我有我想雕朔的未来
每个人要的东西都不一样
有的人 相信知足常乐
而我 相信压力带来进步
达不到要求 就是退步
就算不是chemistry Ppr
就算只是一份普通的assignment
我也无法接受因为大意而犯错



你懂那种感觉吗
你熟息吗
那种付出一切
然后失败的原因不在于你读的
在于你

i don't wanna work under peer pressure anymore
you claimed that i'm stressing you
but actually
you all just don't understand
nobody understands


i'll do what i think it's right
成功 ， 我应得
失败 ， 我承担