Attention Diverted.

I'm enlightened.
if you treat me like grass , I'll treat you no better .
if you treasure me , I'll so the same .
that's my resolution.

没有心，我做什么都是徒劳的，都没有用。


Anyway , Biology and maths triggered my mugger spirit out already.
Starting from today,
My rusty engine restarts :)

The best and worst thing is that , you don't leave me completely.
it stops me from dying of pain,
but prevents the pain from going away.
it doesn't make me worse off
it won't make me better
just pain.
that's all.

unbroken.

My immature love died peacefully on the 23rd if March , my long awaited one-month anniversary
是朋友的 ， 就别问那么多 。


我想你是爱我的
我猜你也舍不得
但是怎么说总觉得 我们之间留了太多空白格
也许你不是我的 爱你却又该割舍
分开或许是选择 但它也可能是我们的缘分


"When I was about to fall in love... I fell out of love unknowingly"
偏偏能完全安抚我的人 ， 只有你




我的好朋友，我对你感激不尽。
我不懂该说什么， 你明白我心就好。

纸，包得住火吗？

告诉她， 还是不告诉她， 比较好？

things are starting to get complicated alr.
i'm vexed, and worried.
news diffuses.
i use the word because i can't stop it , it's out of my control.
when there's air , there will be air particles, concentration gradient will always exist.
two alternatives :
1.remove all particles that are diffusing,assume nth ever happened.(i can't do that)
2.let it diffuse , admit and explain . one day, everything will come to peace , and equilibrium is achieved.

they said "i think news is spreading , maybe into your little aunt's ear alr"
所以我的压力无限大。

if aunt may dont side with me , it will be a GG for me .
if 她knows about it , i've got lots to explain.
if 她 doesnt agree to it , it will be the EOG.

sounds straightforward and easy,
to tell you the truth ,
我很怕 但我不想隐瞒你，
我也很想坦荡荡。

Desperation Is The Best Inspiration
SADLY,very true.

I m not desperate - not yet,but soon.
like jen , I'm still learning how to be a successful,certified,recognized,and acknowledged mugger.


Economics's something interesting ?
wait till i see the exam paper .

LET'S MUG !

Friends are born, not made

School is tiring.
sometimes ridiculous.
God knows how much i miss BJB ..


Gly's sarcasm
Jen's habit of clapping her hands whenever she's got something very happening to announce
Jessie's big, wide smile (裂到耳朵那边去的笑容）
JY's never-ending complaints about life
and Cory's contagious laughter

These things were not lost , neither were they reduced in frequency ,
it's just that the time for me to see, hear or feel them were drastically shorten.
So i m really looking forward to Friday!
Friday nights are always wonderful , not to mention those spent with friends you missed =)











The only consolation is that :
It's true that we are born to be friends :)